Mar 04, 2011 15:03
Life just isn't what it was before.
No jobs around. No girls around. Nothing to do.
I don't feel too motivated to get up in the morning. I do anyway and look for work. Maybe someday things will be like they used to be.
When I had a job and a car and thus things to go and do all the time. Even if I didn't have a girlfriend I usually had someone in my life that I'd like to be with. Just that feeling was good enough. Now, there's nothing.
I go to sleep thinking of no one specific. I wake up and think of no one really. Socially I'm pretty close to dead.