in my neverland...

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at school ive been seeing a lot of my dearest jaimie... its sad to say that i have gone too many days without seeing her even though we go to the same damn school. meriam and i have gotten really close lately. i love it. ive known her since middle school but we just became good friends this year. we are our own little group... the problem is that we dont have a name. any suggestions? so yeah, just as i thought things were all good, i got home and i read the poem CHA wrote for me for my birthday. i know this is gonna sound really emo, but as i was reading i started to cry cause it made me realize how much i truly love and miss her. the last time i saw her was last year... literally. too long if you ask me. and thinking about how much i miss her made me realize how much i miss all my friends i dont go to school with... all the friends i made last summer... summer was fun. i cant wait till its back. there these two people i miss like a lot a lot, but it doesnt seem like ill be talking to them anytime soon. one person isnt allowed to talk to me. so really... i miss the OLD person he used to be. and the other is too busy trying to get things straightened out with school. cha & matt... you know who im talking about. it saddens me how school takes people you love away from you for a long while, but hey what can you do? as for me and erwin, we are doing well. we see each other a couple times a month, but we talk to each other everyday... and to make thing clear to everyone... we ARE NOT together ;D

here are a couple pics from when i went to 6 flags and melrose with jaimie and meriam