...thoughts from the silence...
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so...this journal entry begins on an very tired...almost emotional note. I.E. the point of exhaustion...(and, kids, HELL WEEK hasn't started yet).
Again...as in previous entries...bulleted text will be used to keep ideas in order and to save some time.
~Dave: Ha ha. Cute story straight out of something like "When Harry Met Sally" or "Jerry Maguire". We break up on Monday, Nov. 1. Then the following day we don't have school because of the election. Woot Woot. Anywho, I got to drama and like no one is there except half of the whos and a few principles. YAY! Anyway, I was in the car alone and I was thinking. So, after drama I call his house, he's not there. I call Matty no one picks up...and then I call Lil John...whose dad says they are at the cemetary. Alright. I was on a mission. I got to the cemetary and Dave's there and he doesn't know what to say or think, so I tell him to get in the car, nicely. He does...and I put my head on the steering wheel and ask him if this is what he really wants. He says no. And we go to John's house to get some stuff. After talking, we are dating again. LOL. Love that...so we are not recounting the days we have been going out because we only broke up for a couple of hours. Yea...so I hunted him down an got the one thing I wanted back! How animal-like of me! LOL. Damn those monkeys!
~Drama: N-E-R-V-O-U-S! One thing the who chorus kinda blows...no offense to anyone in drama about that. It just is really weak, but I still love you guys. Two, the principals are doing amazing even though we all yave yet to go over out solos with doc...cuz she spends so much fucking tome working with the chorus that she neglects the friggin principals. Good! Three, the fucking choreographer faux pas suck, and I'm resented by one of them. Wahoo! The only think I can do is apologize, but it's not fair because it is not all my fault. Ah well...c'est la vie! (that's life!) Four, opening night is in like 3 weeks. Five, one of the principals might have to get their tonsils removed! Six, I'm so exhausted I can't think clearly.
~College: Got 4 college apps today. SHU (Sacred Heart University), RIC (Rhode Island College), Salve Regina, URI (University of Rhode Island). Fucking wonderful lemme tell you. URI I'm prob not even applying to...I'm gonna think about it. Tomorrow I have to get my app to Emerson...and then I think that's it. 4 colleges for nursing and one for the performing arts. We'll see what happens. Have also been considering AMDA (American Music and Drama Acadermy). So, we'll see. Very draining though. Don't know whether to save money and stay at home...or go off to college and have an adventure away from home. More money one way. Don't know whether these schools will accept me or not. Upsetting. Do I want to leave SAINTS? NO! I love it here. I'm comfortable...I like the people for the most part, I like the teachers, and I'm finally not depressed about anything...and my life has to get uprooted and I have to leave. I wish I would have applied myself more...but in a way I'm glad I didn't. Cuz I did my best under the circumstances...severe depression...exhaustion...you name it, I probably experienced it. So, I dunno kinda down today about that.
~Shout-outs: Missing, Miss Jennifer Wilson, call me sometime huh? I Miss her smile and her constant support. I miss her genious as a writer and her inspiring nature. I miss her...plain and simple. Missing, Miss Keri(Elphaba) Thieverge. I Miss the way she always made me laugh. Miss her hugs...and the oodles amount of time we spent together on Fridays. She was becoming my sister. Missing, Mister Ryan(father fucker) Burns. The leg wrestling. The golf humor. The rapage at the car. The long talk at the Staff Dinner...that was better than the dancing itself. LOL. Good Times Good Times. Just Missing a lot of people right now.
Friendships: I sincere apolgy goes out to the people that I reemed out in the last entry. My fault for jumping to conclusions. My fault. Love you guys...if you didn't know that. Thanks for the love and the hugs...hope you feel the same about me..and can forgive me.
That's all about all I want to talk about right now...cuz I'm really exhausted now. Second quarter has started and I'm starting it off on the right foot again...LOL! Good luck guys...
To the Seniors of 2005, in any school: MAKE IT COUNT, MEMORIES WILL BE MADE...SO MIGHT AS WELL GET STARTED!
*Euphoric*Memories*
so...this journal entry begins on an very tired...almost emotional note. I.E. the point of exhaustion...(and, kids, HELL WEEK hasn't started yet).
Again...as in previous entries...bulleted text will be used to keep ideas in order and to save some time.
~Dave: Ha ha. Cute story straight out of something like "When Harry Met Sally" or "Jerry Maguire". We break up on Monday, Nov. 1. Then the following day we don't have school because of the election. Woot Woot. Anywho, I got to drama and like no one is there except half of the whos and a few principles. YAY! Anyway, I was in the car alone and I was thinking. So, after drama I call his house, he's not there. I call Matty no one picks up...and then I call Lil John...whose dad says they are at the cemetary. Alright. I was on a mission. I got to the cemetary and Dave's there and he doesn't know what to say or think, so I tell him to get in the car, nicely. He does...and I put my head on the steering wheel and ask him if this is what he really wants. He says no. And we go to John's house to get some stuff. After talking, we are dating again. LOL. Love that...so we are not recounting the days we have been going out because we only broke up for a couple of hours. Yea...so I hunted him down an got the one thing I wanted back! How animal-like of me! LOL. Damn those monkeys!
~Drama: N-E-R-V-O-U-S! One thing the who chorus kinda blows...no offense to anyone in drama about that. It just is really weak, but I still love you guys. Two, the principals are doing amazing even though we all yave yet to go over out solos with doc...cuz she spends so much fucking tome working with the chorus that she neglects the friggin principals. Good! Three, the fucking choreographer faux pas suck, and I'm resented by one of them. Wahoo! The only think I can do is apologize, but it's not fair because it is not all my fault. Ah well...c'est la vie! (that's life!) Four, opening night is in like 3 weeks. Five, one of the principals might have to get their tonsils removed! Six, I'm so exhausted I can't think clearly.
~College: Got 4 college apps today. SHU (Sacred Heart University), RIC (Rhode Island College), Salve Regina, URI (University of Rhode Island). Fucking wonderful lemme tell you. URI I'm prob not even applying to...I'm gonna think about it. Tomorrow I have to get my app to Emerson...and then I think that's it. 4 colleges for nursing and one for the performing arts. We'll see what happens. Have also been considering AMDA (American Music and Drama Acadermy). So, we'll see. Very draining though. Don't know whether to save money and stay at home...or go off to college and have an adventure away from home. More money one way. Don't know whether these schools will accept me or not. Upsetting. Do I want to leave SAINTS? NO! I love it here. I'm comfortable...I like the people for the most part, I like the teachers, and I'm finally not depressed about anything...and my life has to get uprooted and I have to leave. I wish I would have applied myself more...but in a way I'm glad I didn't. Cuz I did my best under the circumstances...severe depression...exhaustion...you name it, I probably experienced it. So, I dunno kinda down today about that.
~Shout-outs: Missing, Miss Jennifer Wilson, call me sometime huh? I Miss her smile and her constant support. I miss her genious as a writer and her inspiring nature. I miss her...plain and simple. Missing, Miss Keri(Elphaba) Thieverge. I Miss the way she always made me laugh. Miss her hugs...and the oodles amount of time we spent together on Fridays. She was becoming my sister. Missing, Mister Ryan(father fucker) Burns. The leg wrestling. The golf humor. The rapage at the car. The long talk at the Staff Dinner...that was better than the dancing itself. LOL. Good Times Good Times. Just Missing a lot of people right now.
Friendships: I sincere apolgy goes out to the people that I reemed out in the last entry. My fault for jumping to conclusions. My fault. Love you guys...if you didn't know that. Thanks for the love and the hugs...hope you feel the same about me..and can forgive me.
That's all about all I want to talk about right now...cuz I'm really exhausted now. Second quarter has started and I'm starting it off on the right foot again...LOL! Good luck guys...
To the Seniors of 2005, in any school: MAKE IT COUNT, MEMORIES WILL BE MADE...SO MIGHT AS WELL GET STARTED!
*Euphoric*Memories*