Oh Gosh
Do I have to admit how secretively secret & conniving, obsessive? Sometimes.
I want to say a lot but I wait to long to express it. How I have this hidden jealousy inside towards certain & I get so disaffected I try to tell myself that it could be me too, I could do it too, I'm just as appealing too. Antagonistic am I... Discontented am I... I would love one day to ask what I really want to know. One day, one day, one day. Always hungry but never full. Hey a description that fits perfectly: I have the body of a 10 yr old, but w/ the health of an 80 yr old, mentally I'm in-between.
I want to say a lot but I wait to long to express it. How I have this hidden jealousy inside towards certain & I get so disaffected I try to tell myself that it could be me too, I could do it too, I'm just as appealing too. Antagonistic am I... Discontented am I... I would love one day to ask what I really want to know. One day, one day, one day. Always hungry but never full. Hey a description that fits perfectly: I have the body of a 10 yr old, but w/ the health of an 80 yr old, mentally I'm in-between.