Everything is Over
I'm exhausted. No sleep, no sleep, no sleep...
Tonight I actually got to do a little bit of what I really wanted to do, my own stuff for the first time in months.
But then... why does she have to be so nice & sweet? 'How did you do on your finals?' 'Are you relieved that it's over?' pretending...disgusting.
'Is that Chad?!'...'Yes.'... 'Oh my gosh does he have beard?!'... 'Um He did then'... 'He's like a little man now!'... 'Well he is almost 18'... & I want to shoot her in the face. Not my family anymore, not my brother anymore, not my friend anymore... go & die & give me my life back.
Tonight I actually got to do a little bit of what I really wanted to do, my own stuff for the first time in months.
But then... why does she have to be so nice & sweet? 'How did you do on your finals?' 'Are you relieved that it's over?' pretending...disgusting.
'Is that Chad?!'...'Yes.'... 'Oh my gosh does he have beard?!'... 'Um He did then'... 'He's like a little man now!'... 'Well he is almost 18'... & I want to shoot her in the face. Not my family anymore, not my brother anymore, not my friend anymore... go & die & give me my life back.