Feb 28, 2005 19:08
I am...
...Happy, Slightly Twisted, Easily Mistaken For a Stoner, Self-Absorbed, Sincere but never Serious, Bent on Dying Young, Determined to never be bored or boring, Intelligent, The highest maitenence low-maitenence girl I know, Creative, Integral, Insignifigant, Fearless, Scared to Death of giving up any control, tired of trying to control everything, General, Laidback, Naive, Fun, Crazy, Growing up too quickly, arrogant, egotistical, loud, self-assured...
It comes to my attention that I am a living, breathing paradox. But who isn't?
Sometimes I wonder if I would be a completely different person without my best friends. I tend to be a lot different when they aren't around and not in a way I fully enjoy. Are we a package deal? Will I ever find other people who I trust so wholly with my hangups and insecurites (as few and far between as they may be)? People who are some different from me yet so identical? Is it closed-minded if I hope I don't?