-could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend-
well i really want the new anberlin CD friends want to burn me it?
so the other night was Dans Slumber Party it was awesome, i stayed up all night me rachel and marshall were the only ones to not sleep at all and we all hung out with matt when he came back to dans after leaving work early it was so much fun i loved it
then me and matt decided to give back a portion to the man that has given us SOOOO MUCH i really dont think i know anyone as loving or caring as that man, i love him a lot
well last night was the last night at dans and now summer is over hahahaha
Name: Benjamin Dean Helman
Birthday: February 14, 1988
Birthplace: born in Peoria, IL
Current Location: Pekin, IL
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dark Blonde/Brown
Height: 6' 4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: German/Polish and Scottish/Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: adidas
Your Weakness: girls and being weak in general
Your Fears: mental or physical ailment
Your Perfect Pizza: this one my brother buys at the store and makes, perfect crust and sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: a girlfriend that is sweet and a job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "hey"
Thoughts First Waking Up: i hope no one is home, waking up is better when there is no one to tell you to do things
Your Best Physical Feature: i usually like my hair, maybe not how it looks, but it usually feels nice and is in good condition
Your Bedtime: i must be home according to city curfew but i can go to sleep whenever i want
Your Most Missed Memory: sometimes playing in my grandparents den which had toys and such, but that room is now my room...weird
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's (learn to spell, youll have to eventually when it takes over the world)
Single or Group Dates: single but heck just a date would be nice wouldnt it
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: not often, mainly when im by myself
Do you Sing: yea i do
Do you Shower Daily: yea if i dont i feel horrible
Have you Been in Love: NOPE, just with friends and family
Do you want to go to College: yes i do, not sure where yet but i got some options
Do you want to get Married: HECK YES hahaha, some of you know why
Do you belive in yourself: no i believe in God, i am myself
Do you get Motion Sickness: not that i know of
Do you think you are Attractive: nope
Are you a Health Freak: sometime i wish, but im not at all, ask dan about that, he will let you know im not
Do you get along with your Parents: usually, when they arent being unreasonably dumb
Do you like Thunderstorms: I LOVE THEM
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar and Bass, and i want to learn more
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hahahahaahahaah yes, on accident, it was in a cream soda container in my cabinet, so it was completely innocent, but a hilarious story that i will tell you sometime if you ask me
In the past month have you Smoked: not in my life
In the past month have you been on Drugs: prescription ones
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope, girls and me....ya know....lets just say im batting 0 for 7
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i dont think i have
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: yup, at the church
In the past month have you been Dumped: no unless being turned down is counted as that, then it might even be multiple times this month, im not sure
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in my hot tub with ike and kyle
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i dont believe so, not particularily how i roll
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: yup
Ever been Beaten up: i dont think so
Ever Shoplifted: no, but i was accused of it once with either Tony or Collin and we had to empty ALL our pockets..but alas, nothing
How do you want to Die: anything not painful
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: own a recording studio and play music, and who knows what else
What country would you most like to Visit: France, but with family or girl, not really with my family so much haha
In a Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: just any that are beautiful
Favourite Hair Color: dont have a preference
Short or Long Hair: whatever they can pull of the best
Height: i dont care, but if she is taller than me, that is the weirdest thing ever, cause im tall
Weight: whatever, but im not going to lie and say they can be fat, but most girls say they are fat and arent
Best Clothing Style: actually i have put alot of thought into this, and i love girls that dress cute, like collars on the shirts and sweaters and polo's and such, you know what i mean, some argyle clothes, those are pretty common and really cute
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: upwards of 20 or 30 maybe more?
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: no regrets, thats my motto, that and everybody wang chung tonight