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okay so first i just want to point out the following:
1. i hate children, especially babies
2. i hate boys and they make me want to die a little
3. i hate responsibility and being independent, and generally anything requiring effort and not involving snacks or sex
that being said, there is this terrifying thing happening to me where i feel like REALLY NEED to get married and live in an apartment with a kitten and clean and do housework (i hate housework) and go to a job every day (i hate work in general) and have a baby (what the fuck). like, asap, drop out of school and become a housewife and mother right now. it's weird and i hate it and i don't want to do any of those things (besides own a kitten) but i feel like i genuinely need to or i am going to die.
anyway i am trying to quiet those thoughts by ordering free specimen books from every single type foundry with a website, so there's that at least. three cheers for free stuff.
if this is what it's like being 20+ i'm not really sure why people voluntarily stay alive up to this point.
1. i hate children, especially babies
2. i hate boys and they make me want to die a little
3. i hate responsibility and being independent, and generally anything requiring effort and not involving snacks or sex
that being said, there is this terrifying thing happening to me where i feel like REALLY NEED to get married and live in an apartment with a kitten and clean and do housework (i hate housework) and go to a job every day (i hate work in general) and have a baby (what the fuck). like, asap, drop out of school and become a housewife and mother right now. it's weird and i hate it and i don't want to do any of those things (besides own a kitten) but i feel like i genuinely need to or i am going to die.
anyway i am trying to quiet those thoughts by ordering free specimen books from every single type foundry with a website, so there's that at least. three cheers for free stuff.
if this is what it's like being 20+ i'm not really sure why people voluntarily stay alive up to this point.