Down low
I am seriously depressed at the moment. I am trying to do anything and everything to get my mind off of things but no matter what it seems to wonder back to something that I really don't want to think about. My very best friend in the world is going to (wait, correction: has) thrown away a 6 year relationship for a one night stand. Does anyone have any morals any more? What the Hell? I feel like I am worth nothing.
The other night I got a little tipsy at Walk ons. Some how or another I ended up at a friends appartment. We cuddled a little and it felt comfortable. I want to feel comfortable with someone again. I can't with that person though because he seems dead set to hate me. Like they all do.
I am supposed to be out with my friends right now but I decided to stay home. They weren't even being nice to me. Blah!
I am going to stop typing now because all I am doing is bitching. LATER
The other night I got a little tipsy at Walk ons. Some how or another I ended up at a friends appartment. We cuddled a little and it felt comfortable. I want to feel comfortable with someone again. I can't with that person though because he seems dead set to hate me. Like they all do.
I am supposed to be out with my friends right now but I decided to stay home. They weren't even being nice to me. Blah!
I am going to stop typing now because all I am doing is bitching. LATER