I wish I could find something profound to say...
I have all these doubts and hopes and fears and emotions and I just don't have the fainest idea of why or what to do. Sometimes I feel like I'm not doing anything important. I want to change the world. I want to see the world. I want to feel important. I want to know that my life meant something in the grand scheme of things. I don't know how to do that. I wish I did. I feel like a need to do some soul searching. One of these summer I will definitely be in Europe, I need to see things outside of Florida. I want to go to California and New York and everywhere, well kinda, in between. I'm eighteen years old and I already feel trapped. I am very excited about me and Meegan apartment and I know that will help these feelings, but I just want to see as much of the world as possible. I really feel like it is the only way I will gain any sense of clarity in my life.