GOD I HATE THIS!

[resalynn]

I wish my family wasnt trying to faze me out of their life...
It's like they cant wait till I'm off to college...

• They already have plans for my room...
• They dont want me on their "family plan" for the phones
• They want me to have my own insurance...
• They aren't helping me at all with paying for my college...
• Ken doesnt even like when my mom asks for my opinion about things around the house
• he goes "why do you ask her... its not her house
• I didnt get to choose the color of my room...
• the carpet..
• nothing
• he kicks off the computer whenever he feels it nessecary...

the other day I got an email from UNF about "Early Premier" which is an early orientation for some "selcted" students... (prolly everyone but thats not the point!)
and he was pissed because I had to read the email and email back and that was just taking toooo long *I guess* and he was griping to my mom about it
HE DOESNT GIVE A FUCK WHAT I'M DOING AND HOW IMPORTANT IT IS IF I'M IN HIS WAY I NEED TO GET OUT...
AND you want to know what was so important that I had to get off the IMMEDIATELY...
he wanted to gamble...
thats it
FUCKING GAMBLE
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I'm so FUCKING SICK OF THIS IF HE WANTS OUT OF THE FAMILY SOOO BAD FINE!!!

I hope they don't expect me to come home all the time