I think my last update....
....needs some explaining.
- Someone thinks that entry is completely wrong...well more than one, but the one i am talking about is me. THE LAST ENTRY IS NO WHERE NEAR TRUE!!!
- I'M SORRY!!
- This isnt suppose to be an excuse I just want some people to understand where that entry came from. That day something happened and it threw me into a frenzy. I was mad at the world and thought no one could or would understand, especially the last part which makes up more than half of the entry. The things I said were me being stupid and wanting a reason for things and wanting to feel like I had control of things. Lets face it I dont. There are certain things that I cant control. I wish that things were different with us, i wish i could go to you and just cry and ur shoulder and you'd be there for me....but i know i cant, not yet anyway. I realize its hard but im just kinda lost right now. i dont know what im suppose to say. and i dont know how to make it ok. im sry whoever it offended.
i guess there isnt always a rhyme or reason....