My NeW MoTtO!!!
So due to some large amounts of thinking (actually not really) and some people who have helped to make my day um....interesting? so anyway my new motto.....If the shits suppose to hit the fan Then the shits gonna hit the fan So it might as well hit the fan HARD!!
Why the new motto? Well let me explain....for the intelligent people most of this will be pointing out the obvious and the rest of you well....mmmm sry?
- Mmmmm yeah so for anyone that notices I havent exactly been the hyper happy becca I normally am and thats because I have had a lot of shit on my mind. Part of it is from a really long time ago (like years) and other stuff is from recently. I have had a lot on my mind since some family stuff happened. It's kinda hard to figure out the way things are suppose to be when I don't know. The stuff thats happening right now wasn't exactly written on a hard copy with a plan for me to follow when different things happen. Then theres all the little things that people give me shit for, shit for what I do, what I don't do, and how I do things. Then there are the ones who dont even have the balls to say it to my face so they say it behind my back. And it all really bothers me....but today I realized that um...I don't care. The little shit like that is so damn annoying and pointless is done with. I'm done trying to be everyones everything so heres whats gonna happen. I'm gonna be me, I'm gonna have fun...and if people get some sick twisted pleasure from saying shit to me or about me so be it, have fun cause if at the end of the day it makes you happy to be you....so be it. For me though, I'm done with the shit, fake friends are no longer welcome, drama can go far away in --------->that direction....and I'll be happy!!!!
wow..that feels good to get that out. I have no idea what is going to happen with anything in my life. all i can do is hope and pray that it works out the way I want and that I'm happy with it and that I work hard to get what I want. Have fun.....
I love the boy from Game 5 forever......<3