Well I do suppose things ChAnGe In Good Ways!
mm...so I haven't updated in awhile...well I personally don't think its been that long, but you know there have been complaints so I figured I would be nice and sweet (like always lol) and update.
band...well that is an interesting topic. I'm def. um....not diggin it right this second. Lots of basics and its long and hot and IDK its just kinda stressin me out massively. And I hate being stressed out so it's not a good thing. It's ok though, cause I have ways of calming myself down. So its all good? I suppose...lol whatever though, i think once I get past precamp and band camp it will all be much better. Until then I just have to stick it out.
Sunday...I went to a picnic with Scott and his family. It was a fun time. Messin around with the hula hoop, playing on the little kid play structure, making fun of me being in band, going up a big hill, playing vb, the whole time was great. Quite entertaining! I won a chugging contest against Scott...hehehe Got to hang out with him for awhile after that, we had pizza for dinner (his family and I) (u better be impressed I actually did it right)
This summer has been so amazing! I wouldn't change any of it for anything in the world. It's been an amazing rush of feelings and learning and having fun, and being me. Letting someone else see the side of me that I dont trust many people with. But I trust a few, one in particular!
I Love Country Music and I don't care what anyone says! It's freaking sweet! NO matter what you say SCOTT...that goes for you as well BAILEY!!! jerks! lol just kidding. And there are songs that are good that aren't hot girls singing them Scott.
I was also told that I needed to Change some of my answers to a thing from awhile ago so i'm gonna do it again.....
Bolded ones are true Unbolded ones are false 01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips. 02. I used to or do see a therapist. 03. I'm the youngest child. 04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. 05. I have gauged ears. 06. I wear black eyeliner every day. 07. I am extremely influenced by kindness. 08. I love to write. 09. I can't live without lipgloss/chapstick. 10. I'm probably emotionally scarred. 11. I lived in Tahoe. 12. I spend money I have. 13. I'll be in college for over 4 years. 14. I love designer handbags. 15. I've had a concussion before. 16. I'm not good with confrontation. 17. I loved the Backstreet Boys. 18. I have more than a couple horrible memories. 19. I'm addicted to Degrassi. 20. I've tried writing poetry before and failed. 21. My first kiss was unexpected. 22. I'm not a fan of rap. 23. I love taking pictures. 24. I don't like girls who are fake. 25. I can be mean when I want to. 26. I love AFI. 27. I have kissed someone who's name starts with a "B". 28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. 29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child. 30. I dress how I feel that day. 31. My room is painted a color other than white. 32. I cry very easily. 33. I'm always late. 34. I barely ever study for tests. 35. My birthday is my favorite holiday. 36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. 37. I am a morning person. 38. I wish I was smarter. 39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay. 40. I think that its perfectly ok to be gay. 41. No one REALLY knows me. Somebody knows me quite well <3 42. I don't have many bad hair days. 43. I sometimes fight with my parents. 44. I am passionate about my interests. 45. I have had the chicken pox. 46. I'm a hopeless romantic. 47. I feel empty sometimes but so does everyone. 48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life. 49. I am no longer depressed. 50. I am very outgoing. 51. Christmas is my favorite holiday. 52. I can be very insecure. 53. I've been told I'm very softspoken. 54. I'm a virgin. 55. I love the color yellow. 56. I love guys that play the guitar. 57. I state the obvious. 58. I'm a happy person. 59. I have absolutely no self-confidence. 60. I've contemplated suicide. 61. I hate cleaning my room. 62. I tend to get jealous. 63. I like to play video games. 64. I HATE John Mayer. 65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person. 66. I'm a vegetarian or a vegan. 67. I have a thought a teacher was cute before. 68. I am too forgiving. 69. I bite my nails sometimes. 70. I have a good sense of direction. 71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before. 72. I've played a musical instrument for over 5 years. 73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend. I could if i had to?? 74. I love kisses on the forehead. 75. I love the color blue. 76. I don't sew. 77. I am not addicted to drugs. 78. I wear contacts. 79. I hate it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron. 80. I hate Bush. 81. I don't take criticism well. 82. Conformity is stupid. 83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive. 84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes. 85. I love my family. 86. I don't mind getting shots. 87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. 88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 89. I play the guitar. 90. I'm probably going to have premarital sex. (depends) 91. I have had Mono. 92. I am very religious. 93. I still act like a little kid. (sometimes) 94. I am ridiculously indecisive. 95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife. 96. I love music. 97. I'm in love, only with u!! 98. I have problems letting go of people. 99. Jesse Lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever. 100. I don't really like ice cream. 101. I have freckles. 102. My birthday is in December. 103. Brody Dalle is pretty. 104. I like older guys. hah 12 days older 105. I've gotten in numerous fights, and have won all of them. 106. I get bored very easily. 107. My parents are divorced. 108. I don't even know what my natural hair color is anymore. 109. I get really anxious in big crowds of unfamiliar people mmm so before I go, there is one more thing that needs to be cleared up and taken care of. There's one person who needs addressing. You see yourself differently than I see you. I see you in ways no one else does. Your amazing with everything you do and every way you do it. We love to disagree for pure enjoyment and satisfaction. We hang up on each other only to call back. Mute each other only to get what we want. The times we have never fade away. You make each day amazing...what could be better than answering the phone and knowing that no matter how stressful things are its ok. I can't wait to see you...u r my one and only....i love you