Feb 22, 2006 20:32
friday night twilight
crying tears into a microphone
blockade my eyes
you'll never see them again
i still find myself wishing
on the starts shooting for your balcony
i wished for a heart
and what i got was you.
i wish so you wont have to
i'm tired of holding you back
and it happened again
i should have seen this one coming
but i'm blind as a bat
(true love is blind)
fuck you.
the pieces of the puzzle
wern't worth putting together again
so this is it
and its all you ever wanted.
a heart.
a note.
and a song to fall asleep to.
lets hope you dotn wake up
mornings make things complicated
when hearts arn't beating
oh, theres more.
and thast it. he shows up with a fucking cleche smile. and 2 words in your direction. and in that moment he surpassed the best i could ever do. i'll never add up. i'll never know the numbers, so nothing will never be true. so fuck you. go on thinking the way you do. see if i fucking care. i can honestly say i hate you for this. the only thing binding us together is the fact that everyones too fucking afraid to let go. i hope when you remember me you will have nothing good to say. all i ever wanted was to be perfect. but as it turns out that was my downfall. and i'm sorry that you took my cincearity as a weakness. but some things you just cant change, can you? so bind me closed with barbed wire. i'll never bother you again, i swear. no more misleading words of confidence. no more attempts to make it all better. its the way we always wanted it, right? so i'll take my place on your list of boys who were never quite good enough to be called yours...and you can just forget. wanna know what pain feels like? then stab your self in the fucking back next time.