Apr 09, 2005 22:26
"It occured to me that on the inside I guess so have I." -Nickelback
The drama these days is pathetic. I don't see why people don't just leave themselves and everyone else alone, and just find themselves and move on.
I'm at a crossing point right now. I'm content with who I am, but not with what Im doing. I guess I shouldnt be, because Im getting my music together stronger than I ever have before, Im working, Im SO close to graduation, you know, all that great stuff everyone talks about.
While I'm content with myself, I fear certain changes that I know Im going through. Thats why Im not content with what I am doing, because I know soon it'll seem insignificant. I guess it's just something that I have to go through.
I know I'm a much different person than I was six months ago. And despite what certain people have said, I think I'm a better person. I've learned to let things go, to learn from everything Ive been through, and to try and help those that come to me in the same situations. I've learned how to have fun again, Ive taken myself away from the people that depressed me, and Ive surrounded myself with people who live in their own moment, who do whatever they want to do.
I'm just more down to earth. I feel more now myself than I did surrounded by people that constantly fought and gossiped. It was a waste of time, some of the things I did. I have more time now to create music and to work. Its better for me this way...