my day

[requimofmysoul]

welll today was ok i suppose me and jessica went on an adventure to jack in the box that was fun and umm i think i looked really pretty today enyways. Well i was standing out in the front of the skool with joey anaya and my freind billie and we were talking about important shit and michelle walks bye and i got quit and sad and depress. see it isnt that i dont like seeing her because i do i lvoe seeing her she is so beutiful and nice and all that great stuff its just so hard for me i guess i need to grow up and learn to take these things but then i think hmm is it a bad thing that i feel this way i meen would tim feel the same way would mike feel the same way if that happpened to them like if tim wasnt with jessica or mike wasnt with kristan i dont know who knows. i need to get throuhg this emotional obstical but then i hold on to that last shred of hope that our strong love might be able to pull back together with the little thread if eny thread that is left. we shall see like michelle said only time will be able to tell but as the time goes bye i die and i jsut hope in time she doesnt forget about me because i dont think i can handle that.

Hey my drummer and best freind robert got his license today stockton here we come for the thought riot and scatteredfall and beyond your eyes show that is gonna be so damnm sick it isnt even funny hey tim you should go and jessica and al, of you guys also we could have great fun. well i think im gona go for now oww ait there is a show on friday with my cousins band Forfeit the day hela good sf i think mabye hardcor ei dot know kin dof hard to pout them into a category enyways beyond your eyse all best freinds opressed logic and the immmorals one dman good show if you ask me . well yea il be there tonight so if enything go to hang with me and smok endless amountsof ciggarets ahah jkjk. ok tata for now bye