During class when I have nothing to do
Unlike S's there's nothing good about this particular friendship.
It is true. I am disappointed. Disappointed that as a friend the friendship never mattered until you needed me. Not so strange knowing you, but still, I had hoped.
No, it isn't really my loss. Only when you appear to express promises and regrets, I allow myself to wonder about what-ifs.
What-ifs. In a ideal world, perhaps.
But it isn't.
In an ideal world I wouldn't now begin all my sentences with 'I don't understand it'.
And no. The woodcutter's still a stupid half-baked fool. But maybe if I had to play him again...
Complexities. Not about the actions or the consequences or motives.
About human nature. Why we persist/subsist in futility.
So much for keeping an old garb of melancholy. Why live life from dream to dream? And dread the day...when dreaming ends...
It is true. I am disappointed. Disappointed that as a friend the friendship never mattered until you needed me. Not so strange knowing you, but still, I had hoped.
No, it isn't really my loss. Only when you appear to express promises and regrets, I allow myself to wonder about what-ifs.
What-ifs. In a ideal world, perhaps.
But it isn't.
In an ideal world I wouldn't now begin all my sentences with 'I don't understand it'.
And no. The woodcutter's still a stupid half-baked fool. But maybe if I had to play him again...
Complexities. Not about the actions or the consequences or motives.
About human nature. Why we persist/subsist in futility.
So much for keeping an old garb of melancholy. Why live life from dream to dream? And dread the day...when dreaming ends...