Oct 27, 2004 13:35
~almost 3 years ago, i met this perfect soul. did i know she was gonna be the one. is she
the one. has she always been the one. 'love so pure and perfect it just sits there
and bounces all around.' This love i have never felt befor. not even so many years ago.
without i feel empty. my temper and selfishness has caused much problams. It has made
it look like i am heartless and careless, but that is far from true. Without i feel
nothing. i feel empty and unpure. This sweet life i can live for ever. I can never go
back to being a restless street 'rat'. Living in the past with no care and much sin.
' that is not me no more. now i am a family man. a man with love and kids. After all
this time i still am in much shock that this is my life. And the things i must do.
Being who i was, it is often hard to put my new life into a reality. To live up to what
i must do, as a boyfriend and father. But i have learned and i know there is much
more to learn.
Money-i must make more money. For our future, our happiness, and to be stable.