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I've seen a small pin in class today, but heck it's fucking sharp, who would know that something so unimportant and small could be the cause of the scars on my skin, I was bored as hell during class and I couldn't find anything better to do than harm myself and wince over the affliction I'm feeling, now all that's left is the feeling of pain and the scars on my wrist (which are still bleeding) and besides nothing good has been happening in my life right now, I just couldn't see the light of the situation, I guess I'm just such an unfortunate being with such a destructive mind and that doesn't make such a good pairing now does it?
If you could hear me darling
give me a sign
since I wanted you to be mine
but that wasn't so cunning
and I just didn't see her coming
I guess I have nothing left to do
but to sit here and listen to blues
and I'm so sorry if I wasn't what you wanted
but I guess I'll just stay here and feel daunted
with the feeling of pain afflicting through my veins
and of course life will always be just a game.