Merry Christmas to me.
I didn't get anything for christmas, okay maybe I did, a beatles shirt and $11, how great is that? no one even bothered to wrap a present for me, I mean I'm not actually upset about not receiving presents, I'm upset how no one is giving effort for me, although I think that people didn't bother giving gifts to the suicidal girl because she doesn't even appreciate the gift of life, why the fuck would she appreciate your pathetic little present, right? Sad but true, nothing's changed over the past year and nothing ever will, I still want to die and I still don't fucking get why I'm still alive and breathing, pathetic, just pathetic.