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I think I am going to dy my hair again closer to its natural color, like a dark dark blonde/brown, but this time with no reddish tints or anything.
I'm bored with this brighter blonde look, it isn't me.
To think...I was against dying hair in high school, but I guess now I'm just trying to get it back to its original state.
I also want to bulk up my cash flow a little bit so I can get my tattoo finished, and I thought it would be cool to wait 'til I have a girlfriend so she could come with me to get it, but that won't happen anytime soon so I think I'll go solo.
Speaking of which, today I noticed even more "dirty lil' asians" on campus, haha. No, I'm not racist or anything, just a silly way of saying cuties. But I don't know what to do about it.
I just don't want to be single anymore.
Dutch and I went to Club Bang, got taken care of before we went inside (taken care of=boozed up, decided to use "taken care of" because it sounds cooler, but it doesn't sound as cool when I have to explain it). Anyway we danced with some of the hottest girls there, good music, lots of fun. Never thought i'd break out of my shell...the alcohol helped but as we were sobering up we still danced. We also got our pictures taken so I guess they'll be on the site soon. It was a lot of fun, built up my confidence, and we're going to another club Wednesday that I've vaguely heard about in L.A. so that'll be fun.
Little things like that, that build confidence, I think it will help, because I seek respect right now, i'm feeling like I don't get it.
Girls, here I come! Hopefully.
-Ben.
I'm bored with this brighter blonde look, it isn't me.
To think...I was against dying hair in high school, but I guess now I'm just trying to get it back to its original state.
I also want to bulk up my cash flow a little bit so I can get my tattoo finished, and I thought it would be cool to wait 'til I have a girlfriend so she could come with me to get it, but that won't happen anytime soon so I think I'll go solo.
Speaking of which, today I noticed even more "dirty lil' asians" on campus, haha. No, I'm not racist or anything, just a silly way of saying cuties. But I don't know what to do about it.
I just don't want to be single anymore.
Dutch and I went to Club Bang, got taken care of before we went inside (taken care of=boozed up, decided to use "taken care of" because it sounds cooler, but it doesn't sound as cool when I have to explain it). Anyway we danced with some of the hottest girls there, good music, lots of fun. Never thought i'd break out of my shell...the alcohol helped but as we were sobering up we still danced. We also got our pictures taken so I guess they'll be on the site soon. It was a lot of fun, built up my confidence, and we're going to another club Wednesday that I've vaguely heard about in L.A. so that'll be fun.
Little things like that, that build confidence, I think it will help, because I seek respect right now, i'm feeling like I don't get it.
Girls, here I come! Hopefully.
-Ben.