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The beginning of this year has been really formative for me on some many side of my life.
In revenge, I met so many interesting people this year, people that I really estimate.
My life would have been really different if I didn't met a few of the girls i matter the more, seriously.
I'm currently trying to stop stepping into the same mistakes and i'm just getting in the same shitholes but this is going to stop, now.
I just cannot believe how much people play games, lies, and shit. I know that all this whole fullfilling of their self-ego has been the
same old story since the world exists, but I desire something different. My conception of trust and self-confidence
about men is trully negative since a while. People keeps on telling me to stop being that rational, to stop fearing love and
everything that surrounds irrational feelings, in general.
But I still believe love exists, I do believe there is still people who are just genuine and honest.
But everything isn't all about our own perception and the image we reflects?
We can control what comes to us, generally. I attract the worst; & it might be my mistake.
I strongly believe in truth, in so many part of my life.
& what i have built since a while is defined by immaturity and a flagrant taste for simple stories, & evitable drama.