Into forever, again and again

Nov 16, 2009 21:53

I think maybe I should try to get the habit of blogging again. I mean, after all, I *am* staying out, so...... and in any case, the specialist recommends penning down everything before I sleep to help me reduce regurgitation. Oh wait, it was rumination. Like what a cow does. Apparently rumination is affecting my sleep quality.

Blogs are so passe now. I've never been up to date, I started blogging pretty late, picked up friendster just before that craze ended, and made my way to facebook only after everyone was using it. NO, I will NOT be tweeting. And I've pretty much stopped blogging when I entered NS, the commonly-quoted reason being all the concerns about security and all and how I couldn't really talk about my daily life since my daily life was in camp, but the real reason being that entering NS co-incided with shit happening and, well, when shit happens, you don't really want to ruminate it, especially if you'll air your dirty laundry in public.

Well, the shitstorm passed but life doesn't really seem worth blogging about anymore. Most of the people important to me are overseas already, so aside from msn and a parcel to korea every now and then, life gets pretty boring. Sure, I jam and gig (ARGH NIC HATES VOCALISTS), have what seems to be a pretty fulfilling life sharpening my basic luthiering skills, and yesterday I had a pretty good time jamming and then going L4D, but life just seems empty. I guess that's what it means- having good things in life can be pretty pointless without love.

Incidentally, I have started listening to Diru again. So it's gone one full cycle back to where it all started.

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