okay,.. a long meaningful post.
SO managed to clean and get all my crap out of my apartment, thanks to some friends help.
I wasn't really in the mood to be cleaning and I knew they weren't either, but they did a good job.
my day was a decent day. I got a lot of stuff done. I realized that I'm a HUGE packrat. I must've had more useless crap than anyone I know.
You know what sucks about moving? Reliving the past. I relived all the good times, bad times, and ugly times over the past 3 years. I found a lot of interesting things. I found the comic book Carl and I were working on. He was a really good storywriter. Too bad "bad blood" and slight jealousy ruined a realyl good friendship... eh. I found the first "gift" Simone ever gave me. That took me back. I remember getting that, and deciding that I was going to ask her out. I found some of Rachel's clothes... which I promptly threw away after saying a few words best not mentioned. I believe Jeff was in direct earshot of that one. I found tons of letters and notes that Melissa left for me to find. She did stuff like that.
Needless to say, I threw out 10X more things than I deemed necessary to keep. Funny thing... well it's not really funny at all, but anyway... I noticed that the things I threw out were often followed by a comment about how Mone and I would/wouldn't just buy another/better/nicer/matching one. It was a nice thought to think about. Judging by her extremely vague LJ and how those tend to lead, the move in together thing may not even be happening. But we'll see. If not, then I'll just have to buy better/nicer/newer version of my old crap. Whenever she makes a LJ post like that I always beging to think there's problem with us. I don't know why. I think it's because our actual communication is quite bad. WE never get a chance to talk to each other. When we do talk, I find that our conversations are cut short by one thing or another, but it kinda refills whatever has been dissolved with time... at least for me. Back to the topic, the mover packed up a bunch of stuff that I did not want packed and left a somethings that I put in the "things to pack" pile. That's pretty annoying. I'm 99% done with the place. All that's left is the carpet cleaning. UGH.. that and moving the damn Tempo. I hate that car, it's nothing but problems.
In family news, I have yet to get in contact with my dad, sister, mom, Yolonda, or even any auts or uncles that know about the incident. For details, my grandmother called me, and began to cuss me out. When I told her that I was not Gerald Sr, but Gerald Jr, she began apoligizing and asking me if I had talked to him. I hadn't. She told me that Alex (my little sister and the mother of my infact nephew) appearently called her from a police station in tears saying that he hit her or otherwise put his hands on her. I was pretty shocked and immediately thought she might have been exaggerating it or something. My sister does that. BUT she doesn't get others involved unless it's serious and she wants people to believe her since no one usually does whole-heartidly. I gave My grandmother my dad's number and said goodbye. I tried calling Alex, to no avail. Oh well. Someone will call me when it's time for me to know what's going on there.
In future news,
1. MSI show. I need a good thrashin' ( I hope that doesn;t sound too bad ) July 1
2. So Cal trip for Mone's Birthday. What's a better gift than ME for your birthday? Me with a badass gift... lol. July 7-9
3. IT Billets. Finally get to see where I'm going after school. Mid July-ish.
you know the strangest thing happened today... Melissa IM'ed me today, but I didn't catch what she said. My AIM is all screwy. If someone IM's me and they're not on my buddy list, it will show a blank screen. Happens all the time. I hate it when ex's contact you out of the blue. It can be so nerve wracking. You always expect them to be like, " I found out that I have AIDS " and then you're liek. x.x;;PWNT;; WhenI IMed her back to ask her to repeat what she said, she was offline. I guess she;ll IM again if it's really that important. Which I hope it's not.
I wasn't really in the mood to be cleaning and I knew they weren't either, but they did a good job.
my day was a decent day. I got a lot of stuff done. I realized that I'm a HUGE packrat. I must've had more useless crap than anyone I know.
You know what sucks about moving? Reliving the past. I relived all the good times, bad times, and ugly times over the past 3 years. I found a lot of interesting things. I found the comic book Carl and I were working on. He was a really good storywriter. Too bad "bad blood" and slight jealousy ruined a realyl good friendship... eh. I found the first "gift" Simone ever gave me. That took me back. I remember getting that, and deciding that I was going to ask her out. I found some of Rachel's clothes... which I promptly threw away after saying a few words best not mentioned. I believe Jeff was in direct earshot of that one. I found tons of letters and notes that Melissa left for me to find. She did stuff like that.
Needless to say, I threw out 10X more things than I deemed necessary to keep. Funny thing... well it's not really funny at all, but anyway... I noticed that the things I threw out were often followed by a comment about how Mone and I would/wouldn't just buy another/better/nicer/matching one. It was a nice thought to think about. Judging by her extremely vague LJ and how those tend to lead, the move in together thing may not even be happening. But we'll see. If not, then I'll just have to buy better/nicer/newer version of my old crap. Whenever she makes a LJ post like that I always beging to think there's problem with us. I don't know why. I think it's because our actual communication is quite bad. WE never get a chance to talk to each other. When we do talk, I find that our conversations are cut short by one thing or another, but it kinda refills whatever has been dissolved with time... at least for me. Back to the topic, the mover packed up a bunch of stuff that I did not want packed and left a somethings that I put in the "things to pack" pile. That's pretty annoying. I'm 99% done with the place. All that's left is the carpet cleaning. UGH.. that and moving the damn Tempo. I hate that car, it's nothing but problems.
In family news, I have yet to get in contact with my dad, sister, mom, Yolonda, or even any auts or uncles that know about the incident. For details, my grandmother called me, and began to cuss me out. When I told her that I was not Gerald Sr, but Gerald Jr, she began apoligizing and asking me if I had talked to him. I hadn't. She told me that Alex (my little sister and the mother of my infact nephew) appearently called her from a police station in tears saying that he hit her or otherwise put his hands on her. I was pretty shocked and immediately thought she might have been exaggerating it or something. My sister does that. BUT she doesn't get others involved unless it's serious and she wants people to believe her since no one usually does whole-heartidly. I gave My grandmother my dad's number and said goodbye. I tried calling Alex, to no avail. Oh well. Someone will call me when it's time for me to know what's going on there.
In future news,
1. MSI show. I need a good thrashin' ( I hope that doesn;t sound too bad ) July 1
2. So Cal trip for Mone's Birthday. What's a better gift than ME for your birthday? Me with a badass gift... lol. July 7-9
3. IT Billets. Finally get to see where I'm going after school. Mid July-ish.
you know the strangest thing happened today... Melissa IM'ed me today, but I didn't catch what she said. My AIM is all screwy. If someone IM's me and they're not on my buddy list, it will show a blank screen. Happens all the time. I hate it when ex's contact you out of the blue. It can be so nerve wracking. You always expect them to be like, " I found out that I have AIDS " and then you're liek. x.x;;PWNT;; WhenI IMed her back to ask her to repeat what she said, she was offline. I guess she;ll IM again if it's really that important. Which I hope it's not.