Jun 30, 2007 21:08
Last night was an amazing night for me. Because for the first time that I can remember, I wasn't worried about anything.
I sat on the beach until 3 in the morning, sitting around a bonfire with about 25 people that I barely knew. I spent the night talking to some of them, learning who they were and how they got there. I wasn't worried about what any of them thought of me. I wasn't worried about my future. I was completely content to just sit there and let myself be happy. I had forgotten what that felt like. It had been quite some time.
Yes, I miss my friends and I miss my girlfriend, but for a few hours last night I didn't let it make me sad.