in order to experience joy, you need pain
it seems like everything is changing so much lately no matter how much i dont want it to.... i want it to be like it was a few months ago. im really sorry to anyone that ive kinda been distant with. you know who you guys are. michelle coming back into my life has taken most of my time up, but i have to do what makes me happy, and that was the one thing i was missing. i try to balance my time between spending time with her, working, and hanging out with friends the best i can, but sometimes i feel like i just fuck it up. i guess all im trying to say is that im doing my best to still be in everyones life and im sorry ive not been around or in touch as much.