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I suppose a boring Monday night is a good time for an update on life. After AJ and I broke up, I started hanging out w/ Lance quite a bit. I thought we had something cool going on but after a few weeks he stopped calling and wanting to hang out.. I think he's getting back w/ his ugly, fat psychotic slutty ex-gf. And I'm not saying those things to be 13 and mean, she really is all those things. Oh well, his loss. I've hung out w/ a few guys since then.. had a number wanting my shit cause I'm finally single.. but I guess I'm just a little too picky... and I hate to say it but I still really like Lance. Oh well, I'm just having fun right now hanging out with whoever and doing whatever. It's different, but not so bad.
I got a second job here in Waterville at a nursing home. I'll be making 10-13/hr depending on when I work, but it will be mostly on the weekends. Which will be nice so I can just maybe get out of debt within the next year.
Lately I've been really depressed, more than I have been in a long time. I'm trying to change my attitude towards things tho and hopefully start new. I feel like I've turned into someone in that past year that I dont even know.. I've done a lot of shady things, but I want to change and try to start over and be a good person again. Hopefully everything works out, but we'll see.
I got a second job here in Waterville at a nursing home. I'll be making 10-13/hr depending on when I work, but it will be mostly on the weekends. Which will be nice so I can just maybe get out of debt within the next year.
Lately I've been really depressed, more than I have been in a long time. I'm trying to change my attitude towards things tho and hopefully start new. I feel like I've turned into someone in that past year that I dont even know.. I've done a lot of shady things, but I want to change and try to start over and be a good person again. Hopefully everything works out, but we'll see.