feed the fat man first
This past week has been one hell of an emotional rollar coaster. After I found out about AJ, I was pretty depressed but at the same time was trying to get over it. One minute I'd be ok, thinking that he made a mistake and he was sorry, and then the next minute I'd feel sick to my stomach and wonder how he could do that to me. And why should I be with someone like that?
However, I decided last night to try and work things out. I know he's genuinely sorry and he didn't want to tell me about it cause he didn't want to fuck up the great relationship we had. But that's still not an excuse. I know he loves me and if we were to seperate for awhile I feel like we'd be moving backwards instead of forwards with this. So he's getting a second chance. But that's it--everyone deserves a 2nd chance but after that no way, we'd be done.
Last night the guys played a show in Belgrade. They ruled as usual and Cambiata did as well. AJ dedicated the chorus of 'black and white and red all over' to me ("i would die for you, i would kill for you") and mike dedicated a song to me & candy. Sucking up always has a good affect with me. So if you and I ever have issues, suck up to me and I'll probably get over it in no time.
After the show me, Candy, Melissa, & Cass went to Denny's. This fat man was real hungry and started a scene which soon involved Cass. It escalalted to the point where he threw soda at us and chucked a coffee mug at Cass. I threw a glass at their table which shattered everywhere. After threatening us more, they left, the cops were brought in, and we then walked out on our checks. Lesson learned: Feed the fat man first, otherwise he might get rowdy.
Soaked in soda & coffee, the four of us went to AJ's and partied with everyone until 5:30 this morning. The guys left in the afternoon to go to shows in Conn & Mass so they will be gone all weekend. Tonight Venessa and I are going out to Ruby's for dinner and then I'm coming home to sleep. I'm friggin exhausted.
However, I decided last night to try and work things out. I know he's genuinely sorry and he didn't want to tell me about it cause he didn't want to fuck up the great relationship we had. But that's still not an excuse. I know he loves me and if we were to seperate for awhile I feel like we'd be moving backwards instead of forwards with this. So he's getting a second chance. But that's it--everyone deserves a 2nd chance but after that no way, we'd be done.
Last night the guys played a show in Belgrade. They ruled as usual and Cambiata did as well. AJ dedicated the chorus of 'black and white and red all over' to me ("i would die for you, i would kill for you") and mike dedicated a song to me & candy. Sucking up always has a good affect with me. So if you and I ever have issues, suck up to me and I'll probably get over it in no time.
After the show me, Candy, Melissa, & Cass went to Denny's. This fat man was real hungry and started a scene which soon involved Cass. It escalalted to the point where he threw soda at us and chucked a coffee mug at Cass. I threw a glass at their table which shattered everywhere. After threatening us more, they left, the cops were brought in, and we then walked out on our checks. Lesson learned: Feed the fat man first, otherwise he might get rowdy.
Soaked in soda & coffee, the four of us went to AJ's and partied with everyone until 5:30 this morning. The guys left in the afternoon to go to shows in Conn & Mass so they will be gone all weekend. Tonight Venessa and I are going out to Ruby's for dinner and then I'm coming home to sleep. I'm friggin exhausted.