New stuff, again!
Yeah it seems like everytime I feel like updating this, something in my life has changed.
School is different. I'm not going to SMCC anymore. That didn't last very long. Finally figured out it's obviously not something that I want to do. Now i'm going to school at A+ Pet Grooming Academy in New Glouster for pet grooming(duh) and I love it. I've always wanted to work with animals and this was a good choice. The program is for 400 hours so i'll be going for almost 4 months. Depending on how many hours a week I go and what not. There haven't been too many dogs brought in to work on in January though, it's too cold to shave them and stuff, but they said it should pick up soon.
Once i'm done school i'm going to be getting my own apartment. Just me. No more roomates. No offence to my last roomates but fuck that. I can't live with other people. Not ever again. Unless it's my boyfriend which I don't have yet and probably not for a while. Yeah, i'm single again. And it will be this way for a while i'm thinking. Things with Ian just didn't work out. I wasn't feeling a connection towards him like I used to and if that happened after only 5 months then who knows how it would have been in 5 years so I broke it off. No sense in staying with someone who you don't love, right?
My mom has to go back to chemo-therapy soon. She's been pretty sick again because she hasn't done chemo for like almost a year because her cancer count was down but now it's up again. My grammy is really sick also. She lives at the nursing home because she can't live on her own. she's been there for about three years and the other day one of the nurses was trying to lift her off of her bed to bring her to dialisis(and keep in mind she is a very big woman). Well the nurse walked away for a minute to get something, my grammy just kind of slid off the bed and twisted her leg under her and broke it. Along with her knee and ankle. They decided it was best just not to fix it and let it heal on its own. Don't ask me why because I don't know. Then a day after that happened, she had a heart attack. And a couple days later she was really sick again and they realized that she has neamonia(sp?). So yeah, it's been pretty rough for her.
Well I don't know what else to write. Oh yeah, Jared and Ryan went to job corps on Monday so that's awesome for them.
"I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me."
That's all for now.
Peace & Love.
School is different. I'm not going to SMCC anymore. That didn't last very long. Finally figured out it's obviously not something that I want to do. Now i'm going to school at A+ Pet Grooming Academy in New Glouster for pet grooming(duh) and I love it. I've always wanted to work with animals and this was a good choice. The program is for 400 hours so i'll be going for almost 4 months. Depending on how many hours a week I go and what not. There haven't been too many dogs brought in to work on in January though, it's too cold to shave them and stuff, but they said it should pick up soon.
Once i'm done school i'm going to be getting my own apartment. Just me. No more roomates. No offence to my last roomates but fuck that. I can't live with other people. Not ever again. Unless it's my boyfriend which I don't have yet and probably not for a while. Yeah, i'm single again. And it will be this way for a while i'm thinking. Things with Ian just didn't work out. I wasn't feeling a connection towards him like I used to and if that happened after only 5 months then who knows how it would have been in 5 years so I broke it off. No sense in staying with someone who you don't love, right?
My mom has to go back to chemo-therapy soon. She's been pretty sick again because she hasn't done chemo for like almost a year because her cancer count was down but now it's up again. My grammy is really sick also. She lives at the nursing home because she can't live on her own. she's been there for about three years and the other day one of the nurses was trying to lift her off of her bed to bring her to dialisis(and keep in mind she is a very big woman). Well the nurse walked away for a minute to get something, my grammy just kind of slid off the bed and twisted her leg under her and broke it. Along with her knee and ankle. They decided it was best just not to fix it and let it heal on its own. Don't ask me why because I don't know. Then a day after that happened, she had a heart attack. And a couple days later she was really sick again and they realized that she has neamonia(sp?). So yeah, it's been pretty rough for her.
Well I don't know what else to write. Oh yeah, Jared and Ryan went to job corps on Monday so that's awesome for them.
"I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me."
That's all for now.
Peace & Love.