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With All Your Heart by addictedkitten
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
March 2009. Brendon and Ryan try to fix each other.
Drive Faster, Boy by addictedkitten
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Ryan, Brendon, backseats, secrets.
Dear Catastrophe Waiter by addictedkitten
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
21 year old Brendon moves to San Francisco, home of gay coffee bars, free donuts, and Ryan the prettiest waiter Brendon's ever seen.
Broken Glass and Rusty Nails by addictedkitten
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
When Ryan gets the tattoo, he bears it casually, sprawled out in the chair and smiling at Brendon's chatter as the needle traces over his skin.
That First Inconceivable Touch by addictedkitten
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Ryan never gets what he wants like this. It's just not how his life works.
That Left A Mark by addictedkitten
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Alcohol initially serves as a stimulant, then induces feelings of relaxation and reduced anxiety. Consumption of two or three drinks in an hour can impair judgment, lower inhibitions, and induce mild euphoria.
Ryan Ross: Wedding Planner (What We Do Is Love) by adellyna
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross, Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Ryan plans weddings! Just not gay weddings. Ok, maybe just this once.
If You're Not There To Sing Along by adellyna
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
It's not that Jon isn't hot. It's that Spencer absolutely, positively cannot fuck up Ryan's band.
You Gotta Dance With Who You Came With by arctic_grey
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Brendon forgot about the prom but decides that it’s a rite of passage he cannot miss, and Ryan acts like the bitch that he is, only not really.
And I Drew a Heart on Your Window (With My Blood) by arctic_grey
Spencer Smith/Jon Walker
“I miss Panic, man,” Jon admits. “It’s like you’ve got this new thing now, and I don’t really have anything to do. I think I was happier when I was in the band.” He takes a deep breath. “So look, is it okay if I go back? If I rejoin Spencer and Brendon?”
Footsteps in the Snow by arctic_grey
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Fantasy AU. In Brendon’s world, all men are missing their halves and are doomed never to find them. But, one day, Brendon hears a voice in his head, and it is not his own.
Dates With Lost Meanings by arctic_grey
Ryan Ross/Spencer Smith
For as long as I can remember I have been in love with Spencer. For as long as I can remember Spencer has known it. And for as long as I can remember...Spencer hasn’t cared.
The Replacement by arctic_grey
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
It was an insignificant tour thing. Spencer had someone waiting for him at home, and they all knew it. Jon was just a replacement, and it certainly didn’t mean anything.
By Super, I Mean You by arctic_grey
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Super Power AU. When they dropped the exclamation mark, Brendon suggested that they should change the entire name to Awesome Mutant Freaks at the Disco, but the others wouldn’t let him. He then suggested The Charmed Ones Plus Jon at the Disco, but that was rejected as well.
Groupies by arctic_grey
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross, Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Groupies were a taboo. You didn’t talk about them, you admitted nothing. But despite this the fact remained: groupies did exist.
Leave You Here, Stripped Bare by arctic_grey
Jon Walker/Brendon Urie
Jon’s life is on a loop, every day a repeat of the previous one. He meets Brendon, who comes and goes as he pleases. Jon is mesmerised and willing to overlook all the things that don’t add up in the man he is falling for.
Date Night by awakeunafraid
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
At first it’s awkward.
It’s almost like starting from scratch, even though they’ve been invading each other’s personal space on a fairly regular basis for a couple of years now. But there’s a big difference between friendship and relationship and up to this point, everything that’s been done has been for show.
Tonight, I Feel Like More by battleofhydaspe
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Spencer keeps his phone tucked safely under his pillow. He’s a light sleeper so he wakes up when Jon texts him at 4 a.m. on Wednesday. His eyelids are thick with sleep, the screen too bright as he reads, i think i just had a sex dream about you.
Desperate Times and All That by battleofhydaspe
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Brendon breaks his hand and he needs Ryan to jerk him off.
Miles To Go Without Blinking by battleofhydaspe
Brendon Urie/Jon Walker
"I kinda," Brendon says and he's hard against Jon's thigh, "I kinda missed your hands."
Just The Basic Facts by battleofhydaspe
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Where Brendon’s an alcoholic.
Or I'll Sleep In The Rain by battleofhydaspe
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
In which Ryan is simply not suicidal, thank you very much.
Claim The Sky by beingothrwrldly
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
The day Brendon meets Ryan Ross is the day his life will change forever.
The Brightest of All Colors by beingothrwrldly
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
When he opens the door, Spencer is standing on his doorstep with a big duffel bag slung over his shoulder, shivering, snowflakes sparkling in his eyelashes when he blinks.
Just A Matter Of Time Until We're All Found Out by bestthingaround
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
There was this smoothie shop on the way home; Ryan liked to stop there often but there was this really obnoxious kid always working there now.
Don't Pee On My Leg, And Tell Me It's Raining by brendons_butt
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
She can’t see Ryan. No one can see Ryan. Not anymore.
If We're Loud We'll Stay Alive by circulation
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross/Spencer Smith/Jon Walker, Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
an extremely self-indulgent "panic-at-the-disco-are-the-beatles" fic.
Kiss My Ass I Bought a Boat I'm Going Out to Sea by cmonkatiekatie
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross, Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Brendon buys a boat and Jon is all metaphorical
Wire From the Box by emilytheodd
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Ryan likes Brendon, and he likes secrets, and he doesn’t want the two to be mutually exclusive.
Trapped In The Closet (chapters 1-12) by ezboard_1
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Ryan and Brendon have a fight in a closet!
To Help Me Believe by definitelines
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross, Ryan Ross/Keltie Colleen
Just before she crawls into bed, Keltie sends Ryan a text message with a single, simple heart. The phone buzzes in his pocket against the inside of Brendon's thigh, Ryan's hips between his spread legs.
I Carry Your Heart (I Carry it in My Heart) by delete_entry
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith, Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Spencer remembers a time when he was five.
Ryan had never not been there; even when he tried to think back to earlier in life, there was always a boy with curly, brown hair and sallow skin. But this time, this particular time, is the first time that Spencer can remember them clearly. They were sitting in his room, at the edge of his bed, watching his father pace back and forth.
Your Clock Keeps Skipping On Forward by delete_entry
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Spencer loves wearing Jon's clothing. And really, this works out because Jon loves seeing him in them. Call it a small kink perhaps, but Spencer would kill to walk around wearing nothing more then one of Jon's shirts for the rest of his life. They always smelled like the laundry soap he uses and a sensual, manly cologne that Jon would occasionally wear that Spencer hated.
Bright Copper Non-Sunsets by diet_absinthe
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Hi, I’m Ryan Ross. You have a name that starts with a B and that’s all I know about you. I stare across a room of feebly drunk people and I see you with cocaine in my eyes in my lips on my ears in my brain and I think, BBBBBBBBBB.
Got to Know for Sure by dimmingdivine
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
“He thinks that if this is how he and Ryan will be for the rest of their lives, he could be completely happy with that.
It's just that he'd be happier if they were something else.”
Untitled by disarm-d
Brendon Urie/Jon Walker
It was probably better when they had the No-Pet's rule.
Prickly Bear by disarm-d
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Sometimes it's harder to remember where the line is though, when it's just the two of them.
Been Taken by disarm-d & foxxcub
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross/Spencer Smith
Underage shenanigans on the fold out couch from the infamous sleepover.
Moments Like These by disarm-d
Brendon Urie/Shane Valdes
They have a hotel night with nothing to do the next morning.
Nothing To Do With You by disarm-d
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Ryan's got his own reasons.
I Will Follow You Into The Dark by dsudis
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Oh god, I don’t even know, it’s just hilarious.
Flicker by fatal-overdose
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Peter Pan AU. "Oh, right! Pixie dust. Right, I always forget that part."
Fade by fatal-overdose
Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
There are red roses upon red roses upon red roses upon one pale yellow flower.
Drawn in Heights by fatal-overdose
Spencer Smith/Jon Walker, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
Camp AU. He’s pretty sure he never believed in love at first sight.
Rooftops and Satellites by fatal-overdose
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
High School AU. He wraps fingers around Ryan’s arm (he can fit fingers all the way around. he thinks about making Ryan eat a hamburger or something.) and tugs him forward. Ryan goes willingly, falling right into Brendon’s arms and hiding his face in Brendon’s (fall out boy) t-shirt.
How The Light Gets In by fatal-overdose
Panic GSF
MPREG. Ryan smiles, leaning in to hug him, and Jon’s hands are twitching towards his stomach, towards the little bulge that’s there, barely noticeable, but they can’t, not outside, not here.
Sequel: Carousel
Lent Isn't the Stuff That You Find in Your Pocket by fiddleyoumust
Spencer Smith/Brendon Urie
Brendon gives up sex for Lent.
The Meaning of Life Is... by fiddleyoumust
Spencer Smith/Brendon Urie
Brendon and Spencer have a baby.
Strap On Your Helmet and Lets Go by fiddleyoumust
Spencer Smith/Brendon Urie
The more Spencer thinks about it -- and admittedly, he thinks about it more than he probably should -- Spencer doesn't actually know how Brendon convinces people to sleep with him in the first place. Sure, Spencer wants to sleep with him, but Spencer is Spencer. Spencer still hasn't grown out of his baby fat, and he tells terrible jokes because he knows Brendon will laugh, and he collects shoes he has no intention of ever wearing. He and Brendon are pretty much at the same level of pathetic loser.
The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows by fiddleyoumust
Jon Walker/Brendon Urie
They decide on a hotel because they both want to meet on neutral ground after having too many fights in places they used to feel welcome.
Romantic Rights by flash_indie
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ros
Ryan Ross is thirteen years old, and he writes songs about skipping school, being famous and snorting cocaine. He writes about girls that he’s never met, and parties that he’s never been to, and about a popularity that he’s never really had. He writes about bullshit until he’s sixteen, and has a fuckload of new experiences, new bullshit, real bullshit to write about.
Lets Get These Teen Hearts Beating Faster by flash_indie
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Brendon struts.
It’s not like this is news, not like it’s anything surprising. Brendon wanders in and out of people’s lives, a swagger to his step, an unmatched confidence because he knows, that asshole knows that you won’t be forgetting about him anytime soon.
Glass Slippers by flash_indie
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross, Ryan Ross/Keltie Colleen
“It’s not about me, it sure would be nice if it was. But it is not. It’s a story. It’s a make believe world that I do not live in.”
Buzz by flimsy
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Porn
The Spark And The Sound by flimsy
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Jon tilts his head to the side, shifts his duffel bag, and says to Tom, “That’s the drummer? Smith?”
“Huh, yeah,” Tom says, surprised. “Grew up, didn’t he?”
Echolot by flimsy
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Spencer thinks he’s going to die. Well, not really, but he’s not happy right now, and it’s hot and muggy and their bus just broke down in the middle of nowhere. Their bus driver seemed rather optimistic at first, but when Spence last went to check on him and the scrubby mechanic Zack found somewhere down the street, things didn’t seem that good anymore.
After All The Colored Lights Are Gone by flimsy
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
“What are you doing?” Spence asks, feels his skin buzz where Jon touches him, and threads his fingers through Jon’s short hair.
“Body shots,” Jon says, pushing up Spencer’s T-shirt.
Two Drink Minimum by flimsy
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Jon stares at him for a moment before inhaling sharply. "You have totally pretty eyes."
Spin Cycle by flimsy
Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
It’s not like Brendon is that messy. He loses things once in a while, small things, and maybe sometimes bigger things, and yes, he’s lost T-shirts before, but not several at once. He’s looked everywhere, from his bag (unlikely), to under the bunks (more likely), to the bathroom, the kitchenette, the lounge, everywhere. Brendon has exhausted his arsenal of T-shirt hiding places, but refuses to accept the fact that his T-Rex shirt is gone.
The Walmart Story by fliptomybside& ladyshini
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
"Well, since you've been down, I thought I'd take you to the one place that always makes me feel happy when I'm down."
Take the Bitter, Leave the Sweet by formerlydf
Brendon Urie/Girls, Brendon Urie/OMC(s), Brendon Urie/Shane Valdes
Something's missing. Something's weird. "Is this what you want, Bren?" Audrey asks, sliding her lips over his dick or curled up with him on the sofa, and he says, "Yeah, perfect," because she's his first girlfriend and maybe he's doing something wrong? Or maybe this is the way it always is?
The Scooby Gang Gets All the Best Perks by foxxcub
Spencer/Brendon, Spencer/Jon
At first, it's only little things; Spencer barely notices at all.
Starts In My Toes by foxxcub
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
Spencer has spent all of freshman year learning the things you don't do, and having a debilitating crush on a junior is one of them.
Sequel: The Feeling Shows
Twilight by foxxcub
Brendon Urie/Jon Walker, Spencer Smith/Jon Walker/Brendon Urie
The boys work in a carnival during the Depression-era 1930s.
Last Good Thing About This Part Of Town by foxxcub
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
He's glad Tom's never asked him if he has regrets, because Jon doubts he'd ever be able to answer.
All I Want for Christmas is a Puppy (I Already Have My Two Front Teeth) by foxxcub
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
"I'm not getting him a puppy," Spencer said petulantly, crossing his arms over his chest.
Ryan gave a long-suffering sigh as he stood back up. "Would it make you feel better if all of us bought him a dog together?"
Jon and Spencer Make a Porno by foxxcub
Jon Walker/Spencer Smith
"Think of it as, I don't know, donating plasma or something," Jon sighs.
Tell Me About Your First Kiss by foxxcub
Implied: Jon Walker/Spencer Smith, Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross [GSF kind of?]
Baby!Panic. Brendon gets up on his knees and spreads his hands out, almost like he's preaching. "It's like, everyone needs to get their first kiss out of the way, y'know?"
Take Center Stage And Step Up to Save The Last Dance (He Was A Sk8er Boi) by gigantic
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
High School AU. They come from two different worlds. Where Brendon's a dancer, and Ryan's a skater.
Until It Isn’t by gingerrstar
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross
Rent Boy AU. When Ryan turns seventeen, he lets some guy fuck him after a show.
Family Values by hellodelicious
Brendon Urie/Ryan Ross, Brendon Urie/Audrey Kitching
Stepbrother AU. "Personally, I don't care," are the first words to drip from her mouth. Then, "She deserved it. Stupid slut slept with everyone around her, and a gay boy got her pregnant." Ryan slips his eyes shut and thinks of her skin glistening under the florescent lights of the bathroom. She's all china-doll and cold. He smiles to himself. She downed alcohol and pills; copy cat, he thinks, almost venomously. But then again, he stopped feeling pity a long time ago.
part two (h-z)