Apr 08, 2006 03:16
Ok, so I know I think about alot of things that I guess could be considered philosophical but I don't often talk about them since to me its obvious stuff, like "duh of course thats how things are". But this one I keep finding myself returning to when things are said and done. Its almost depressing to an extent, haha. Its about that empty feeling you get when you finally accomplish something you've been working at for a long time or been waiting to do for a long time. Kinda like finishing a journey and your left empty inside going "now what?". It seems to happen time and time again when a person reaches whatever current goal they have. Then again, maybe its just me with my lack of motivation. Still, I don't like that feeling. It kinda makes me wonder about the paradox of life in which we are supposed to have dreams and goals. Maybe those goals and dreams are never meant to be achieved, that way its always there to motivate a person to continue towards them even though you never attain them. After all, I guess a dream isn't really a dream if you can achieve it. So I guess I either gotta find a way to deal with that feeling or find a dream to keep me going. mm, a dream huh. I wanna go on an adventurous journey! Although I guess that would suck if I ever do complete that journey. Hehe, this is why they say its the journey that matters, not the completion of it. *Sigh*