Bored
Here I sit, surrounded by darkness, in front of a glowing screen. I'm just really bored right now. But its not really a normal kind of boredom. Its like a reflective boredom (if there is such a thing, lol). The lack of something to do is just causing me to reflect on things, which is something I haven't really done in awhile. I think about myself, who I am as a person. I also think about other people. People I care about, people I worry about, people I haven't seen or talked to in a long time. I dunno, just whatever. I think I've been kinda troubled lately. Its just a feeling of restlessness and unease that I get. I'm sure there are numerous things causing it, but I'm trying to figure out the main thing. Hmm....maybe its SWG. Yeah, I think that might be it. With the radical changes they're making to the game (which should be complete in a few hours) a lot of people I know are leaving the game. In fact, even I'm very displeased with and have been considering leaving.....but why cant I bring myself to do it? I think its the loss of friends that bothers me. Those that are leaving I've known for at least a year, some even longer, and this is like the final goodbye. How do you say goodbye to people you've never met, yet talked to day in day out for that long? Heh, funny. Its easier for me to analyze myself when I type things out rather than thinking about it. Oh well, thats enough analyzing of myself for tonight.