One stone cast and look at the ripple effect.
I can't go into depth about the situation or my stance as I've been advised against it. What I will say is that I only know what has been said to me and I'll reiterate that I find it difficult to comprehend how someone can use such powerful words so freely because I would never say them to another until I felt them to be true. Words can have serious consequences, I wish people would take this into account to spare inevitable heartbreak further down the line.
None of us are perfect however, we each have our flaws (countless) but that's what makes us human. True to form, I led from the heart and not the head and my willingness to trust someone I hadn't known for long coupled with my childlike impulsiveness has landed me in a difficult situation. I hope that with time a resolve will be achieved but right now it's hard to make sense of everything with a baby due in a month from now and shot hormones. If only I could escape myself for a few hours and give my mind a moment's peace....... if only.
I don't doubt your thoughts are racing with hospital and essay pressures (as well as love related stresses). It can't be at all easy for you just now and my advice would be to try and stay focused and positive and to not be made to feel bad about mistakes you made in the past that have since been hugely over-shadowed by the way you were treated yourself. You'll get through this rocky patch, I know that much to be true.
None of us are perfect however, we each have our flaws (countless) but that's what makes us human. True to form, I led from the heart and not the head and my willingness to trust someone I hadn't known for long coupled with my childlike impulsiveness has landed me in a difficult situation. I hope that with time a resolve will be achieved but right now it's hard to make sense of everything with a baby due in a month from now and shot hormones. If only I could escape myself for a few hours and give my mind a moment's peace....... if only.
I don't doubt your thoughts are racing with hospital and essay pressures (as well as love related stresses). It can't be at all easy for you just now and my advice would be to try and stay focused and positive and to not be made to feel bad about mistakes you made in the past that have since been hugely over-shadowed by the way you were treated yourself. You'll get through this rocky patch, I know that much to be true.