oo4.
Hey. I've been trying and failing to track you down to say this to your face - I hope my inability to find you doesn't mean you've collapsed in a corridor somewhere. In any case, if you're just hiding then with any luck you'll see this.
I'm apologizing to you. I'm apologizing for trying to initiate a fight with you in the first place; I'm apologizing for not trying to stop you and Mihael from fighting; I'm apologizing for hitting you when Mihael had already attacked you. The whole thing was brutal, stupid, pointless and shameful for me.
Maybe (probably?) this won't mean much to you. I'm going to be honest, I'm not really doing this for your benefit, because I'm almost sure you don't want or need it (although if I'm wrong, well hey, happy if surprising circumstance). I'm doing this because I've been feeling degraded and sickened with myself over the past couple of days. So don't take it as me pitying you or whatever other kind of silliness you might come up with. It's just me satisfying my scoutmaster's need to feel like a good person.
I'm apologizing to you. I'm apologizing for trying to initiate a fight with you in the first place; I'm apologizing for not trying to stop you and Mihael from fighting; I'm apologizing for hitting you when Mihael had already attacked you. The whole thing was brutal, stupid, pointless and shameful for me.
Maybe (probably?) this won't mean much to you. I'm going to be honest, I'm not really doing this for your benefit, because I'm almost sure you don't want or need it (although if I'm wrong, well hey, happy if surprising circumstance). I'm doing this because I've been feeling degraded and sickened with myself over the past couple of days. So don't take it as me pitying you or whatever other kind of silliness you might come up with. It's just me satisfying my scoutmaster's need to feel like a good person.