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Hmm...things have been so good/shitty lately. I cant even tell if I'm extremely happy or just extremely upset. I mean..getting over him should make me a verrrry happy girl..but then letting go just depresses me:( I know this is the best thing to do though,right? Yesss. I could definately use time away from Daphne..to visit somewhere like uhmm..Nashville;) I'm soo tired of work,its like im fucking always here and when im not im just way too tired to put any effort into going out and doing anything. Not like theres a whoooole lot to do here anyways,but ya know. I had a dream about Byron lastnight..which really freaked me out..seeing as how he's in jail now and I havent really talked to him since 9th grade? Yah,I wokeup and started thinking about him..Poor thing,I cant imagine being 18 and about to graduate..then that fast everything getting fucked and ending up in jail:-\. Emily..I really miss you..like really really:( Come live with me!..please? We can spend hours doing our hair and makeup and figuring out what to wear..then we can like,go ride around listening to lil jon and smoking our ciggies:-* and we can share clothes! you can be likes my sister<3 yes!..so come..now! Okay well,this post has become pointless..so i think i'll end it here. <3 I<3U