I love this girl
"i am so heartbroken...i have never felt this way
EVER...right now, nothing is right NOTHING everthing
that i thought was okay isnt...i broke up with drew
and now i cry everynight and all day and when i
come home from school and i feel like i did something
wrong but i know i didnt...and then maghan, if you
read this, (you have no idea how upset i am right now)
well...my dad went through my phonebill to see who ive
been talking to and he saw that ive been talking to
you and now i am no longer allowed to answer your
phone calls or call you...when he askd why i was
calling you i told him bc you are still my best friend
and that your the only one i can talk to about
anything and everything and he said hartley...you dont
need to talk about important things with someone like
that and i flipped out bc he was fucking telling me
that my bestfriend in the whole world wasnt someone i
needed to talk to ever again so i askd him about
church and i told him that i see you there and he told
me that i need to see you from across the room(meaning
not sit with you or anything) and when he said that i
just broke down...and then he said that its not a good
idea for my mom to let me talk to you either...maghan
i dont know what im going to do...i would forreal
rather die then not get to see you or talk to you...i
mean you are the ONLY one that i can tell anything it
sucks so bad...i dont know what to do... ive never
been this heartbroken in my entire life....all i do is
cry and i just want everything to be the same as it
was before. but i know that cant and wont ever happen
and i feel like such a screw up...meg its been soo
long since i have been truly happy...and i have no one
that understands what im going through and the ones i
do have dont even know im upset when they see me at
school...and that makes me hurt even worse bc they
call us 'good friends' but they dont know shit about
me...and i dont know what to do....so maghan, PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE e-mail me or text me bc i love you more
than anyone no lie...i love you more than my parents,
my other so called'good friends', heather...ANYONE,
and i just got you taken away from me....again"
Damn,I cant stand seeing her hurt like this. I love You to the moon and back Hart<3 and everything will all work out fine,I promise. The Drew thing will get better and eventually everything will clear up with your parents=/ Call me..er email me or text me,Do whatever you can. Love You
EVER...right now, nothing is right NOTHING everthing
that i thought was okay isnt...i broke up with drew
and now i cry everynight and all day and when i
come home from school and i feel like i did something
wrong but i know i didnt...and then maghan, if you
read this, (you have no idea how upset i am right now)
well...my dad went through my phonebill to see who ive
been talking to and he saw that ive been talking to
you and now i am no longer allowed to answer your
phone calls or call you...when he askd why i was
calling you i told him bc you are still my best friend
and that your the only one i can talk to about
anything and everything and he said hartley...you dont
need to talk about important things with someone like
that and i flipped out bc he was fucking telling me
that my bestfriend in the whole world wasnt someone i
needed to talk to ever again so i askd him about
church and i told him that i see you there and he told
me that i need to see you from across the room(meaning
not sit with you or anything) and when he said that i
just broke down...and then he said that its not a good
idea for my mom to let me talk to you either...maghan
i dont know what im going to do...i would forreal
rather die then not get to see you or talk to you...i
mean you are the ONLY one that i can tell anything it
sucks so bad...i dont know what to do... ive never
been this heartbroken in my entire life....all i do is
cry and i just want everything to be the same as it
was before. but i know that cant and wont ever happen
and i feel like such a screw up...meg its been soo
long since i have been truly happy...and i have no one
that understands what im going through and the ones i
do have dont even know im upset when they see me at
school...and that makes me hurt even worse bc they
call us 'good friends' but they dont know shit about
me...and i dont know what to do....so maghan, PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE e-mail me or text me bc i love you more
than anyone no lie...i love you more than my parents,
my other so called'good friends', heather...ANYONE,
and i just got you taken away from me....again"
Damn,I cant stand seeing her hurt like this. I love You to the moon and back Hart<3 and everything will all work out fine,I promise. The Drew thing will get better and eventually everything will clear up with your parents=/ Call me..er email me or text me,Do whatever you can. Love You