I'm updating!
Woo hoo! Updating!
I haven't done this in so long. Well I'll skip the catching up bit and kinda just start right here.
I'm sorting my life out today, yep the whole life, I'll probably take a break in the afternoon to watch a movie, but then, back to sorting. I've been, well I'm not going to say lazy, but rather anti-productive for the past couple of days....ok, weeks. I need to get so much in order. May and June are crazy months, so much stuff happens in them, for me at least. Work at the firehouse we're cleaning for Memorial Day, I have to find time to film and edit, as well as helping other people on their projects, Toms birthday, then June, random graduation parties scattered throughout, my Birthday, fathers day, my dads birthday, Lyla is having family and friends up that she wants me to meet, the end of school, and most important, finding a job, doing something with all I've learned, getting a foot in the door. All this is so exciting and yet incredibly nerve racking. I feel like I can see the future, but not in a cool way like in movies or books where its really useful, I just see all the crap that lies ahead, all the stuff I know is going to happen that I'm trying and choosing to ignore.
I also want to get a job so I can move out of my house. I've had more than enough of Roy, from whatever rumors and fabrications we've all told regarding him, he's really very annoying and, well not a very nice person. He's pretty much drunk all the time, when I see him at least. The only time he's not drinking is when he's at work, when I never see him. Every other time of day...drunk. When Roy gets drunk he gets really stubborn and repeats himself to no end. The worst part, I live here and he's helping me pay my bills since I have no job. Fucking sucks. My plan: Job, Move, Celebrate.
I'm up really early, geez. Those goddamn birds in my air conditioner won't stop chirping every morning. So I bang on the wall, then they get all quiet, only to start up again. I don't want to rip the nest out, I just want to like make a deal, no chirping till 11. Yeah perfect.
Well an unsorted, rather depressing life calls, hopefully I'll get something done.
I haven't done this in so long. Well I'll skip the catching up bit and kinda just start right here.
I'm sorting my life out today, yep the whole life, I'll probably take a break in the afternoon to watch a movie, but then, back to sorting. I've been, well I'm not going to say lazy, but rather anti-productive for the past couple of days....ok, weeks. I need to get so much in order. May and June are crazy months, so much stuff happens in them, for me at least. Work at the firehouse we're cleaning for Memorial Day, I have to find time to film and edit, as well as helping other people on their projects, Toms birthday, then June, random graduation parties scattered throughout, my Birthday, fathers day, my dads birthday, Lyla is having family and friends up that she wants me to meet, the end of school, and most important, finding a job, doing something with all I've learned, getting a foot in the door. All this is so exciting and yet incredibly nerve racking. I feel like I can see the future, but not in a cool way like in movies or books where its really useful, I just see all the crap that lies ahead, all the stuff I know is going to happen that I'm trying and choosing to ignore.
I also want to get a job so I can move out of my house. I've had more than enough of Roy, from whatever rumors and fabrications we've all told regarding him, he's really very annoying and, well not a very nice person. He's pretty much drunk all the time, when I see him at least. The only time he's not drinking is when he's at work, when I never see him. Every other time of day...drunk. When Roy gets drunk he gets really stubborn and repeats himself to no end. The worst part, I live here and he's helping me pay my bills since I have no job. Fucking sucks. My plan: Job, Move, Celebrate.
I'm up really early, geez. Those goddamn birds in my air conditioner won't stop chirping every morning. So I bang on the wall, then they get all quiet, only to start up again. I don't want to rip the nest out, I just want to like make a deal, no chirping till 11. Yeah perfect.
Well an unsorted, rather depressing life calls, hopefully I'll get something done.