you're my only one

[reportinglive]

it was all i could think about last night. i don't know how i get to that point. i hate it. i tried to think of every bad memory, on purpose, just to piss myself off. and i did. and it turned out ugly. i could have exploded. i wanted to run up and down my street screaming, but instead, i layed there, unable to move or speak

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[awaltzforvenus]

A hit, I can't give you..but I can give you wghat I do have, and that's a whole lot of love. I don't yet know what may be going on, but I can understand and relate to the explosive results that often forumalate from such actions. I know that at least for quite some time, I'm not ever going to be much help in that regard. But I'll try my best anyway.

I won't leave you.

[reportinglive]

i adore you. watch and observe, much like a monkey...and maybe you can help me make more sense of myself.

[awaltzforvenus]

I adore you too. I've often been compared to a monkey...perhaps now is my time to own up, aye?

Whatever I can offer to you is yours when you need it. Or want it...whichever works best.

[awaltzforvenus]

I can also not spell sometimes, too, and at least that can be amusing.

i know....

[c_behindmywalls]

Is that about who i think its about? i know how you feel, i fight with myself everyday about the same thing...im weak...im to the point of no return...how ever my aunt is set on the fact that im supposed to marry joesph...hes very attractive!!!

[awaltzforvenus]

Regardless of all else, I adore and love all aspects of you.

Much like a monkey.