I Must be Defective

[replica_memory]

So...I managed to avoid going berserk at just about anything that moved, somehow...which had me twitching the whole damned day. I never realized I had something like that in me. But then...I am just a weapon

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[elegantorchid]

Nise-kun... what's the matter..?

[replica_memory]

I'm not really sure. Some guy, he...

For some reason it really pisses me off. Other people are forgivig him but...I can't stop being mad.

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

Nise-kun, I understand, truly. It's no better than anyone else.

But.. can you blame someone under heavy influence of the city?

Re: [Private to Ranmaru]

[replica_memory]

...

I know it's not reasonable. That's why I figure there's something wrong with me.

And how many times had I said I'd look out for her, only to not be there? *sigh*

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

About as many times as I'd said I'd be there for my friends, and if I succeeded, I got scolded for behaving as I felt was right for them without telling them.

Sometimes.. people act apon desires strongly their own, Nise-kun.. some affect others, some.. are selfish.

We can only do so much, Nise-kun.

If we play god... we risk their hate even more.

[ooc; Ran's just going to cuddle him now. ;-;]

Re: [Private to Nise]

[replica_memory]

But see, it was a promise. Something I swore I would do. It's one of the only things that was unique to me.

I know...It's just...She seemed so upset. And I doubt there's anything I could really do. I've failed enough as it is...

I know...Even if I'm angry and I can't figure out why, it's not my place.

[ooc: aww. he could probably use it.]

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

There isn't, Nise-kun, except for being there and helping her walk out of it. That's the best you can do, and the most strongest thing. The more you worry, the more she shall feel as if she has done something wrong, and feel more guilt.

But if you're there, with a smile, holding her and assuring her all will be well, you'll have done your job.

Come here, Nise-kun.

[ooc; Hands held hug time! :D]

Re: [Private to Ranmaru]

[replica_memory]

I definitely don't want to cause her any more concern than she already has. That wouldn't be fair to her at all.

...If I'm even useful for that. There are plenty of other people I'm sure she'd rather be around.

*blink* Alright...why though?

[ooc: i fail at small text. let's use our imaginations.]

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

And there's no reason she wouldn't want to be around you.

This is why.

[ooc; cue Ranmaru hugging Nise tight and warm. :D

Oh, and small text is done with the tag <*small*>Text here<*/small*>, just remove the asterisks.]

Re: [Private to Ranmaru]

[replica_memory]

But I'm just--

*ish hugged*

...Thanks, Ran.

[ooc: and counter-hug~

ah, arlright. thanks.]

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

Silly Nise-kun. ♥

[ooc; Dawwwwh. XD He's gonna mess up his hair now. :D]

Re: [Private to Ranmaru]

[replica_memory]

So now I'm silly?

[ooc: ohnoz the haaaair~ XD]

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

As silly as a berry. ♥

[ooc; CUTE ATTACK. 8D; No, that wasn't supposed to make sense.]

Re: [Private to Ranmaru]

[replica_memory]

...As a berry? What's silly about a berry?

[ooc: death by cuteness! XD]

[Private to Nise]

[elegantorchid]

Berries can never decide what kind they want to be, blueberries and blackberries look nearly the same, strawberries have no straws and rasberries don't have tongues.

Hence, they are silly. Like Nise-kun!

[ooc; *is shot so man times* And just so you know, I was dared to have Ran use that line somewhere.]

Re: [Private to Ranmaru]

[replica_memory]

...And I can't decide what I am?

[ooc: XD that's fabulous.]