[one-shot]
Hasshi was too young, Tottsu thought. He was too young to work, too young to be put in ABC-Z, and most definitely too young to know anything related to sex.
Which is why Tottsu was shocked, flabbergasted, and absolutely horrified when he suddenly hears a bunch of rumors about Hasshi sleeping with everyone.
“He’s really good,” Kitayama says in the middle of practicing his hiprolls.
“How could you do that to him??” Tottsu cries out in exasperation. “He’s just a kid!!”
“That’s what I thought at first, too. Oh, shit… You made me hard just asking me about it. He’s that good.” Kitayama breathes in deeply, then turns to walk towards the bathroom. “See you later!”
“You pedophile!” Tottsu yells at him.
“What’s a pedophile?”
“Kitayama. Because he…” Tottsu shuts up when he turns to see Hasshi smiling at him innocently. “Nothing! Nothing at all, Hasshi! Now, why don’t you go play with Shintaro…” He nervously gives Hasshi a light push on the back.
“I want to play with Tottsu-kun!” Hasshi chirps cheerfully, latching himself unto Tottsu’s arm and forgetting to breathe when the younger boy’s body rubs against his side.
“He’s only fifteen, goddamn it!” he told himself as Hasshi dragged him towards the locker rooms.
He could almost hear voices in his head taunting him.
“Pedophile, pedophile, pedophile!” followed by laughter.
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Tottsu gasps as Hasshi sat down on his lap and kissed him roughly, who was moaning and rolling his hips against him. The older man broke the kiss when he felt the guilt in him.
“Hasshi, I can’t do this with you,” he told Hasshi.
Hasshi pouted, cheeks pink and his lips a little swollen, and Tottsu cursed himself for wanting to rip off the younger boy’s clothes and just fuck him right then and there. “Why not, Tottsu-kun?”
“You’re too young for this.”
“But I’m already experienced,” Hasshi leaned closer and grins cheekily a few centimeters away from Tottsu’s lips. Tottsu could feel puffs of his breath against his lips.
“No. You’re too young to be doing things like this, Hasshi.” No. You are a good citizen of Japan who would not corrupt minors, Tottsu told himself, gulping.
“Please?” Hasshi had leaned back from Tottsu, biting his lower lip. Now he looked kind of sad, Tottsu observed.
As Tottsu stared at him, Hasshi took the opportunity to nip at Tottsu’s lower lip playfully, giggling when Tottsu’s face turned red. “Tottsu-kun, you’re so cute~”
Tottsu thought he had had enough. “Get off me,” he growls, pushing Hasshi off of his lap, letting him fall on the locker room floor. Hasshi grabs the hem of Tottsu’s pants as he started to make his way out of the room.
“Why, Tottsu-kun?” Tottsu hears Hasshi say, and he notices how the younger boy’s voice broke. “How come you don’t want me..?” His eyes soften as he sat down beside Hasshi, who had started crying, on the floor.
“I worked so hard,” Hasshi sobs, rubbing his eyes with his hands. “I researched, I practiced, hell, I even slept with all those guys! And you don’t even want to kiss me..!”
Tottsu punched the wooden floor hard. “And why did you do all those?!” he yelled at Hasshi, whose crying worsened. “Don’t you know that it’s not safe to sleep with a lot of people?? You might catch some disease!!”
“I… I wanted to have some experience… So I know what makes someone feel good… So I could please you... I wanted to make you feel good…”
Tottsu’s eyes softened. He didn’t want Hasshi to feel bad about what he did, but he did feel that it wasn’t right to do all that just to gain experience. He pulled Hasshi into a tight hug, rubbing his back gently.
“You idiot. You shouldn’t do things like that,” he whispered against the top of Hasshi’s head. He rocked the boy as if he was holding a baby. “You know, I love you, so I don’t want you to get hurt or sick or touched by any other guy.”
Hasshi quickly pulled away and wiped his hands, smiling shyly at Tottsu. “Really...?”
“Really.” Tottsu smiled back. “I don’t even mind being called a pedophile,” he chuckles.
“What’s that?” Hasshi asks.
“You’ll know some time,” Tottsu laughs. He reached out to take Hasshi’s hand on his own. “You’re too young to know about that.”
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
“Hi, Hasshi,” Sanada says happily as Hasshi comes into the building. “Want a threesome with me and Non-chan later?”
“No thanks,” says Hasshi. “I’m done with those!” He waves back at Tottsu and skips towards him.
“Ehh. Are they together now?” Sanada asks Nozawa, who had just come in the building.
“Maybe,” Nozawa says before giving him a quick kiss on the cheek.
“Just the two of us later then,” Sanada says with a wink.
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Author's note: I hate the title, and I don't like this fic very much. >_< I like this pairing for some reason, but I haven't seen a fic on them anywhere so I made one myself. XD I couldn't help but sneak in some SanaZawa (>///<)