"Unlike most vampires, this one's teeth happen to be located in her vagina."
Well! Hello people! Once again I'm shouting at you from the voice in my head.
It's been a long time since I've posted, but the reason for that is that I've been leading a normal, ordinary and boring life.
I've been going to school, though I wasn't able to get the classes I wanted and ended up stuck with only Aerobic Kickboxing and Jewelry Making. Both of which, though fun, left me wanting. Luckily that will change this coming semester, though I don't know if I'm going to grab another real class or if I'm going to be teching again next semester. I would very much like to do tech work again, it has been a long time.
I'm still working at All American. All I can really say about it is that working at a pawn shop is good fun and kind of depressing at the same time.
My family is always oscillating between points of extreme good fortune and glee and points of extreme distress and pain. We are currently enjoying the existance of the latter, but we'll deal we always do.
I play video games a lot because...well...I'm a nerd. Though I may be playing a little more than even I should be.
Over the last week or two I've been hanging out a lot more than usual. Like just last week we had a large HALO2 party, we didn't quite reach 16 players but hopefully we can reach it next time. I haven't scheduled the next time but there will be another, hopefully before school starts again. I'll keep postings on this blog in regards to scheduling. I was very happy to be able to hang out with Melissa a couple of nights ago, I haven't seen her in ages. And I missed her a lot. I'm sorry I haven't been able to keep in touch with the rest of you, I really don't have an excuse.
And as far as myself as a person, I really don't know how that goes. I've really been feeling empty and alone all the time. I really don't know what's going on with that, but I know it can't be very good for me. I don't feel like I'm testing my limits in any sense, and I know I'm not. And I sometimes get the urge to test them or at least go running around at night...which I haven't done in a while because I haven't been a neighborhood where I can do so without being shot at by either the BPD or the local crackheads. Some of this, I know, comes up from my pent up frustration and feelings about my father, which, 21 years later; I still haven't fully released yet...I really need to do that before Christmas...
I know this post has been kind of a blah...
I'm just very tired...very very tired...I feel very weak sometimes and I really don't know what to do...I can barely feel...much less cry...and all I have to blame is myself...ugh...I'm just being angsty.
It's been a long time since I've posted, but the reason for that is that I've been leading a normal, ordinary and boring life.
I've been going to school, though I wasn't able to get the classes I wanted and ended up stuck with only Aerobic Kickboxing and Jewelry Making. Both of which, though fun, left me wanting. Luckily that will change this coming semester, though I don't know if I'm going to grab another real class or if I'm going to be teching again next semester. I would very much like to do tech work again, it has been a long time.
I'm still working at All American. All I can really say about it is that working at a pawn shop is good fun and kind of depressing at the same time.
My family is always oscillating between points of extreme good fortune and glee and points of extreme distress and pain. We are currently enjoying the existance of the latter, but we'll deal we always do.
I play video games a lot because...well...I'm a nerd. Though I may be playing a little more than even I should be.
Over the last week or two I've been hanging out a lot more than usual. Like just last week we had a large HALO2 party, we didn't quite reach 16 players but hopefully we can reach it next time. I haven't scheduled the next time but there will be another, hopefully before school starts again. I'll keep postings on this blog in regards to scheduling. I was very happy to be able to hang out with Melissa a couple of nights ago, I haven't seen her in ages. And I missed her a lot. I'm sorry I haven't been able to keep in touch with the rest of you, I really don't have an excuse.
And as far as myself as a person, I really don't know how that goes. I've really been feeling empty and alone all the time. I really don't know what's going on with that, but I know it can't be very good for me. I don't feel like I'm testing my limits in any sense, and I know I'm not. And I sometimes get the urge to test them or at least go running around at night...which I haven't done in a while because I haven't been a neighborhood where I can do so without being shot at by either the BPD or the local crackheads. Some of this, I know, comes up from my pent up frustration and feelings about my father, which, 21 years later; I still haven't fully released yet...I really need to do that before Christmas...
I know this post has been kind of a blah...
I'm just very tired...very very tired...I feel very weak sometimes and I really don't know what to do...I can barely feel...much less cry...and all I have to blame is myself...ugh...I'm just being angsty.