Changes
Moving out is a big step. This is the only house i've known for almost ten years, and the only people i've ever lived with. Its scary to have extra responsibilities...to rent- to your roommates. Its scary to not have my mom a hallway away if i needed something. This will be my first thanksgiving and first christmas...not waking up to my family. Its scary that there is a chance that it wont work out and i'll have to move out. Its scary that maybe you'll change your mind and not want me around anymore. Its scary that you could break my heart.
At the very same time its very exciting. Im excited to have a place of my own, with the things that i...and the other people of course.. like. Its exciting that I get to wake up to my boyfriend everyday. Its exciting that I have a pool :) Its exciting to grow up and have more independence. Its even exciting to do chores because i want and need to, not because my mom told me too.
Its scary because I've never done this before.. but I am also looking forward to it. I just need you to stand beside me.
and to also not make me mow the lawn :D
At the very same time its very exciting. Im excited to have a place of my own, with the things that i...and the other people of course.. like. Its exciting that I get to wake up to my boyfriend everyday. Its exciting that I have a pool :) Its exciting to grow up and have more independence. Its even exciting to do chores because i want and need to, not because my mom told me too.
Its scary because I've never done this before.. but I am also looking forward to it. I just need you to stand beside me.
and to also not make me mow the lawn :D