studying and then some
so i've been studious lately. i have the REG section of my CPA exam in a week and a half. i've been spending many a night here at coffee groundz studying. constantly reading and practicing and answering questions and then feeling hopeless. this exam isn't easy. i've tried this one before, but this time i've been more dedicated to passing. wish me luck.
why i'm writing, though, is i notice there's tons of other people here trying to pass some difficult tests. there's a girl next to me who's bar exam is in 3 weeks. the guy across from me told me he's not slept bc of his anesthesiologist exam. there's also quite a few med students in here with their huge books full slightly grotesque photos. it's a little scary. these tests determine our lives. if you don't pass the bar, what do you do? if i don't pass the cpa, i don't get to move much further in this field. if you can't become an anesthesiologist, then what? the pressure to pass these tests are insane. i keep telling myself i can't fail, bc if someone tells me "it's ok you did your best," i'll probably cry. if that was my best and i still failed, it would suck.
i can't concentrate at work because, honestly, all i want to do is stay home and study. i want to read and answer questions until my accounting brain knows it all. i want to pass...so now i will leave it at this. this took 15 minutes, but i really felt like letting it out. anyways, back to the big green book that is REGULATION. when i pass this bad boy, i will know about all sorts of tax and contract law. weeee =D
why i'm writing, though, is i notice there's tons of other people here trying to pass some difficult tests. there's a girl next to me who's bar exam is in 3 weeks. the guy across from me told me he's not slept bc of his anesthesiologist exam. there's also quite a few med students in here with their huge books full slightly grotesque photos. it's a little scary. these tests determine our lives. if you don't pass the bar, what do you do? if i don't pass the cpa, i don't get to move much further in this field. if you can't become an anesthesiologist, then what? the pressure to pass these tests are insane. i keep telling myself i can't fail, bc if someone tells me "it's ok you did your best," i'll probably cry. if that was my best and i still failed, it would suck.
i can't concentrate at work because, honestly, all i want to do is stay home and study. i want to read and answer questions until my accounting brain knows it all. i want to pass...so now i will leave it at this. this took 15 minutes, but i really felt like letting it out. anyways, back to the big green book that is REGULATION. when i pass this bad boy, i will know about all sorts of tax and contract law. weeee =D