Feb 13, 2005 09:20
so whats up guys .......................i passed by the spot my friend eddie died for the first time i didnt realize it till after i was up to it and i instantly wanted to turn around i just dont want to accept that hes gone.....my eyes instantly teared up.......... i dont know why we stopped hanging out when we did but if i could go back i would find out what it was and negate it so we could be bros again .........i the only thing that i think about the accident is i wasnt in the passenger seat with u.....and maybe i shoulda been....i just think of like every one of my memories from back then and i regret losing the group we had for what ever reason we all for the most part went seprate ways or whatever..........but i think it happend cuz we all expected to be boys forever no matter how long we didnt see each other we were still boys.....we were family we werent just friends i look at my other friends and no offence to u guys but you all dont know what thats like theres no group that was tighter then ours...........we never had drama we just all enjoyed each other company........even if we were just sitting in the same house doing seprated in dif rooms we still we all together and happy we were together.........i think im always going to be waiting for the day u hit me back bro lol u always said one of these days u would i wish that day would come ................ill never forget the day we lost cliff when we all slept over lol ure my boy in life and death if there was anything i could of done to stop what was gunna happen that night man i would been there in an instant i woulda taken the hit any thing ................the guy that hit u will get his if he dont get sentenced to anything...........theres a bunch of people that have there own sentence for him...... i know i got mine........ so many good times ................. six flags tournaments ..........fixing cars all nite in the freezing cold ............ picking u up in a blizzard cuz ure tractor ran out of gas........ bros 4 life and after it