Absence makes the heart grow fonder...

[renzuken]

Lazy days have gone aways. Goodness I have gotten old. I have gotten old and the world around me has changed. It has been the saddest thing to realize that the world doesn't revolve around me. That I am not the center of the universe. Sure it sounds shallow but its a vague thought in all of our minds we reasure ourselves that we aren't the center of the universe and that the world would keep spinning if we where away. But in my case i have lived it. It is a painful but necessary lesson. It is hard, and it is only getting harder. Childish things behind me i will keep on. Like the song says i will survive. heh. I have never felt as strong or as fit as I have recently. but despite the newfound strength and new home. My face carries a calm tone. almost sad. I have felt happy but hey something is wrong. I guess i wanted an imsorry or something. Hmm. I went out with mike and rick the other night. despite everything changing. some things don't haha. They are fun young bucks and all that
I start at the ol RL on monday i am told. Sigh. once a dreamer always a dreamer I guess. I have seen mario too i tried to make some friends today when i went to community. some chick that looked intresting turned out to be a fronchy. lol i couldnt talk to her for to long and some dude that looked like a surfer didn't even acknowledge me! the life of a scoundrel is a hard lonley one i guess. but i am a champ bah nuts to this dronage i am going to go see if i can play some pool!