Jun 29, 2008 14:27
i really dont know what to think..
I love my boyfriend, and at the sametime i hate him because of things he does.
Before i didn't believe in "true love" because i had never has a boyfriend and I thought that no one would ever love me..
But now when i have boyfriend, 'cause of our few problems, i started thinking again that our love wont last and that this is just a big joke..
Some people just can't pay attention to anyone elses feelings than their own. That kind of people do anything without caring others, as long as anything doesn't hurt them..
Is not telling something what matters lying..
I know that every relationship has it bad days.. But nowdays i often feel that we have only bad days..
I dont know if i want to date with him, we have our nice moments but are they worth of all the fights and bad days that we go through?
"I am running from something I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what's real
I am running in a wheel "
In Flames - Trigger