Why
Title: Why
Pairing: EunMin, HaeWook (If you look hard enough?????)
Rating: PG????
Genre: Romance
Summery: Sungmin has been trying to make Eunhyuk feel better all morning but it hasen't been working. Eunhyuk goes out and comes back with Donghae and they seem as happy as if there was no tomorrow, and he cant stand it anymore. What will Sungmin do? (okayl. super . lame. summary.)
A/U: er. If you wanna know about the whole Donghae/Ryeowook thing. . . it was one of my stories that i first wrote XD;; . . . . yahh. has lots of mistakes in it ... and it makes no sense?? and things sorta progressed a little bit fast?? (which i find annoying to be honest when someone gos from soo mad at some one then two secs. later after they say sorry its all 'oh i forgive you!!!' well in sungmins case its notn really. that . but something in here pogressed a bit fastly? and i dont like it XP
Sungmin laied in bed, feeling usless and empty. Eunhyuk was gloomy all day but. .. all day when Sungmin tried making him happy again nothing would work. All day Sungmin tried to be there for him but. . . that resulted in many glares and eachtime he felt his heart break even more. Sungmin was suppose to be able to cheer many people up but why was Eunhyuk so hard? They have been best friends for a long time now and that didn't change, but if that didn't then what changed between them? Sungmin was tired of finding an answer and walked back out of his room. His legs led him to the kitchen where he'd fix himself something nice to eat and just then he heard the door open and some laughter.
"No! I'll kick your ass in the game!" Donghae exclaimed.
"Neverr! You know i can kick yours anytime." Eunhyuk said proudly.
Sungmin peeked out of the kitchen and into the living room where he saw Eunhyuk and Donghae playing a new game. Eunhyuk looked so happy. . . as if none the events today ever happened. How is it that no matter what he did or try Eunhyuk was still grumpy and gloomy and then Donghae comes and Eunhyuk becomes happy and cheerful again?? That made no sense. He ran back into his room and went back to crying on his bed, his pellow was apparently not wet enough from before. He laid there under the blanket crying himself to sleep, wondering why is it that whatever he tries to do to make Eunhyuk happy nothing ever worked?! Why is it that once Donghae comes along Eunhyuk acts as if nothing happened. . . WHY?! Sungmin repeated that to himself as he cried himself to sleep.
*few hours later*
"Its late. I better get going back home before my dorm room member goes insane trying to look for me. . . I mean you know how Ryeowook is. I bet he wants me to clean up my room again too. I maen you know how that perfect neat boy is." Donghae laughed a bit.
"Well then i suggest you go before you get like....... how many missed call was it last time?" Eunhyuk asked trying to remember.
". . . 30 in 20 minutes. . .. I think i should buy him cake or something as an apology for geftting home so late. . ." Donghae said looking at the floor about how Ryeowook needs to find something better to do.
"Rigghtt. So see you tomorrow?"
"Yup. Byee"
Eunhyuk sighed sitting back on to the sofa. Where was his Hyung? He was getting hungry. So with that he journeyed off to find Sungmin. He opened Sungmin's door and walked in. "Hey Hyuungggg?. . ." No response. "Hyuunng-ahh??" The room was pitch black. Since when did his Hyung like being in the dark?? Everytime they had a power outage his hyung would ALWAYS try to get into bed with him. It was weird but he also found it a bit cute. He closed the door behind him as he walked into the room. He walked over to where Sungmin's bed is suppose to be and sat on the edge. "Sungmin-hyungg. Wake up" He said softly while having a hand on his arm, shaking him softly. Sungmin's body turned toawrds him, facing him this time instead of the wall. Eunhyuk might not see well in the dark but he was deffiantly sure that Sungmin was crying. He moved his hand over Sungmin's face and softly creased his cheeks, making note of how it doesn't feel soft like it usually does, but more dry because of the tear stains. Why was his hyung crying??
Sungmin felt something on his face and opened his eyes slowly. He noticed it was dark and immideatly sat up and was about to scream out for Eunhyuk to come but before he could Eunhyuk pulled him into a hug. "H-Hyuk. . .?" He was confused.
"Its okay. . . I'm here. . . But please. . . I wanna know. why were you crying?" Eunhyuk asked him softly.
Sungmin remembered. He remembered why he went to sleep so much earlier then he usually does. "I. . . I wasen't. . "
"Hyung. . You know you shouldn't lie. I know theres something wrong" Eunhyuk told him.
Sungmin has always been really honest about things, but for some reason he cant seem to get himself to say anything. "Its nothing.... really"
Eunhyuk pulled Sungmin's face up so that they were looking stright at eachother. "Look.I know for a fact somthing is wrong!! You wouldn't be crying if it was nothing. You hardly cry!! You maybe scared out of your guts in the dark by yourself but you would never cry because of that!!"
"Look!!! Why do you care anywayss! Go back to Donghae and be happy why dont you!!! I mean I cant do anything to make you happy why do you even bother trying to cheer me up and worry about me!!! I seriously mean nothign to you! I mean i try my best and i try so hard to get you happy this morning but you just kept glaring at me and ignoring me and pushed me away from the hug and then left the house! Then you come back all happy and smiling with Donghae!!! Why dont you just go live with that guy instead!!?! He can make you happy in less then 30 minutes in which takes me 4 hours and i still havent gotten through to you!!" Sungmin bursted to tears. He was extrememly jealous of Donghae first of all, and second he was really upset.
Eunhyuk didn't really know what to say. . . how to say it, what to do to make the other smile but he knew one thing, Sungmin wouldn't be complaining about all of this if he didn't like him. Eunhyuk knew Sungmin liked him for a while. He knew it. He just could never answer the older ones feelings because he didn't know how to. Eunhyuk let out a sigh as tears continued to fall from Sungmin's eyes. Eunhyuk hugged Sungmin as close to him as possible. "I. . . I'm sorry. I really am. I dont know how to make you feel better but i . . . I know i don't deserve you forgiveness for this morning. . . i really do but. . . I dont know. This morning. . . It was just . . ." Eunhyuk didn't know how to finsh , he didn't know what to say or how to put things into words. He let out a deep sigh. "I just wasen't myself this morning. I'm really really sorry" Eunhyuk let out a deep breathe. Sungmin just continued crying.
"Donghae can make you yourself again! Just go to him!! You don't need me, I'm not help anyways! I'm just an annoying useless roommate with no life but ot complain all the time and nag and talk about cute and pink stuff!! Of course you wont be intrested in me! No matter hwo much I love you , you will never look at me. . . I . . . I really love you. So much. . . It hurts so bad" Sungmin cried even harder as he pushed himself away from Eunhyuk and scooted over to the over side of the bedand sat there alone. " B-besides. . .y-you wouldn't like me anyways because i'm a guy. . . its u-understandable. . . If you d-do like guys yo-you probably lik-like D-Donghae" He choaked out.
Eunhyuk reached over and grabed Sungmin into a warm loving hug. "Forget Donghae. . . Hes just my best friend, nothing more then that." Eunhyuk felt that Sungmin was about to break out of the hug again and just hugged him tighter, pulled him closer. Tears were still staining his cheeks as Eunhyuk continued. ". . . I never wanted to say this because I've always wanted to wait for the perfect moment but i guess. . . This would due too. . ." Eunhyuk took in a deep breathe. "I love you Sungmin. I love you alot, more then anything in this world. . . I'm happy enough to just see you everymorning. I---"
"Dont say that if you dont mean it Hyukjae!!" Eunhyuk was pulled back when he heard his birth name being used. "Don't say things like that. . . You shouldn't!! Mostly if its only out of pity!! I don't want to date you if you dont even like me!! I ---" Sungmin was cut off when Eunhyuk claimed his lips. Sungmin was left breatheless. He was in a lost state of mind when Eunhyuk pulled away.
"I'm not lying Hyung. . . I will never lie. . I really love you Sungmin-shii" Eunhyuk told him as he placed another kiss on his cheeks. This caused Sungmin to cry more, his anger was washed away but now guilt filled him. "I-I''m s-sorry. . . I-I al-always cause y-you so m-much trouble. I. . . I should have listened to you. . . I really should. . .I---" He was cut off again when he felt Eunhyuks lips touch him and pulled him down on the bed, being on top of the younger one.
"Hyung. . . You worry too much. You should just stop, alright?? Besides, nothing matters anymore. I mean reallyy you became my girlfriend~ Thats all that matters to me now" Eunhyuk smiled as he kissed his Hyung on the forehead.
Sungmin looked up at Eunhyuk. Did he say girlfriend? "W-wai-waittt! W-what?? Girl-Girlfriend???" Sungmin was puzzled.
"Yuuuppp~ Because you're so girly and sexy its cute" Eunhyuk smiled as heh turned over , causing Sungmin to fall on to the bed right next to him. "No i take it back. You're so girly and cute its sexy~"
Sungmin felt arms encircle his waist as he got pulled in closer to Eunhyuk warmth. He put his head at the crook of Eunhyuk's neck as he snuggled up closer, not wanting to leave. "You're so weird. . . I'm not a girl." Sungmin pouted slightly.
"But you're so cute and sexy you can pull off being one" Eunhyuk grinned as he pulled the blanket over them.
"Is their anything else in your dictionary besides cute, sexy and girl??" Sungmin frowned.
"Yah~~!! There is also I Love Sungmin Lee~ and Sungmin Lee is so Sexy and Cute he pulls off as such a nice Girl and that I'm glad I'm Dating him~~!" Eunhyuk smirked at his smartness.
"Those are sentences, stupid. Are you only dating me because you cant get a girl and i'm the closest one?"
"NOWAY!" Eunhyuk exclaimed a bit too fast, no need for thinking. " I would NEVER do that!! I Love you cause your cute, adorable, sexy, i really love your personality, your caring, can be bipolar, and your anger is really cute cause when your upset or sad or reallyyy mad i get to cheer you up~! And your frowny and mad face are really cute too" Eunhyuk listed. "The last reason i love you is cause you look like a girl, very very last"
Sungmin felt a blush crawl over his face and burried his head into Eunhyuks chest. "You're so weird"
"But you still love me don't you?"
Sungmin took a bit to just nod and a few moments passed by before he opened his mouth again. "Hey . . . Hyukjae?"
Eunhyuk knew what Sungmin was about to say or ask was serious so he made sure not to fool around, mostly since his birth name was used. "What is it Minnie?" He said in a small voice, trying to get the sleep away from him.
"Can you . . . give me a kiss? A good night kiss? So I can sleep?" Sungmin asked in a small voice , barely audiable, because he was slightly embrassed.
"This is also another reason why i love you so much, you're so cute and needy~" Eunhyuk cooed.
"Hyukjaeeee!" Sungmin pouted as he looked at his new lovers face.
Eunhyuk smiled before giving him a sweet and innocent kiss and pulled away. "You're so adoarble hyung~! Now Sleep well. Alright?" Eunhyuk told him as he pulled Sungmin as close to him as possible, in fear of losing him over the night.
Sungmin snuggled closely to Eunhyuk. "Alright Hyukkiee.~. . . I love you. ." Sungmin said as he closed his eyes ready for sleep but before he did Eunhyuk spoke up. "I Love you too Minnieee maybe more then you even know" Eunhyuk was proud of himself about his love for the older man. Sungmin pouted again. "I love you more!!" Sungmin argued.
Eunhyuk chuckled. "No . No you dont~ How can you when i love more then you love me?"
"I Love you moree!! Its not funny! I really do!!" He continued to argue.
"You know, if we keep this up we wont get any sleep." Eunhyuk stated.
Sungmins pout grew bigger but fadded when he felt a warm pair of lips on his forehead. "We love eachother equally okay?" Eunhyuk suggested as a treaty of peace.
Sungmin just nodded as he yawned. "Alright then, night Hyukkie~" He said as cutely as possible as he soon fell asleep. "Night my Minnie" Eunhyuk smiled.
They both now drifted off into a peaceful sleep~
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.so i hope you all enjoyed??