I wish I knew
I wish I knew who I was and what I should be. I'm always told your great stay the way you are and I want to shake my head and scream no I'm not. When did I look like this when did I lose you when did I finally caught myself staring.... And now I now what should I do? Still go on and pretend? I hate that I'm getting the strange looks...why do you care? In five months you'll never see again so why do you care if I'm the way I am? Yea I am a boy. Your point is? I like being called a sir but now you seem to treat me differennt... Why? But why should never be the question and I don't care shoul never be the answer.... What was I typing? I don't remember but ehh. I'm tired of being told that I'm your best friend and yet I barley talk to you so now i won't okay? Go ahead and live your life and I'll live mine in secert.
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