May 30, 2002 19:44
Hey guys it's been some time since I wrote in here last. I really don't even know what to say. I'm just so confused about everything. I wish I could go back to elementary school when the weekly spelling test were the hardest thing we had to conquer. And to make being confused even worse is I feel like I have no one to talk too. I mean I know Julie, my mom, and all of my friends are there for me but I don't know what to say to them or how to explain myself. and even if I did find away to explain it how are they going to help me? No one can even fathom what is going on. The only good thing is I'm not depressed, I'm just confused! That's a plus. well, I really don't know what else to say because I really don't know how to share my feelings and if I did I wouldn't want everyone to know. well I love you all and I hope to talk to you all soon!